it's been 4 years since we parted
so much as changed, so much has happened
i'm so much lesser now - from the inside
i know you'll wouldn't want to see me in this state
but, me missing you is now a very very
important part of my life...
sometimes i really think that i live to miss you
everyday i wake up missing you...
everynight i go to bed missing you...
tho i've come to terms with my present plight
but i still can't let go of you totally...
i believed that time itself heals my wound
but time itself too adds more wounds -
the amount of time that i've spent with you
will be outgrown by the amount of time i've lost you
i miss you, everything about you.
i love you.
two years went by since we said goodbye
it was one of the hardest goodbyes i've said
since 4 years back...
up till now i still can't grasp the reality of it
even if i do, i'm forcing myself
everything seems surreal...
what u've taught me i'll not forget
what we've shared together i'll forever treasure
i love you & i miss you.
i've loved you both always,
more than eva, even more than a second ago
i've loved you both all the while and not know
it until it's too late, too far fetched
perhaps i've loved you both more than
you love me.
perhaps i've missed you both more than
you miss me.
perhaps...
one thing for sure,
with no doubt whatsoeva,
i love both of u - mum , dad
...i love you
_the panda ranted
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