so sianed
today so moody
now in sch
mayb cos it's coming
haisssssssssssssssssss
so rushing this week got
so many tings to rush
haissss tis sucks
life sucks
feeling so blue
T.T
so sad
it's like i'm
a piece of puzzle that dosent
fit into the picture
everyone seems to b a perfect fit but me
i feel so alone
.....
_the panda ranted
|14:07|
so sain-ed
finish my fair share of report le
so sain, tmr is monday le
haisss
OHYA! haven do e-assesment
nvm do aft i've blogged
later gg amk lib
do do CS report wiff wannee, alyssa, jeremy and wilson
so tired T.T
i forgot everyting abt chem le!!!!!
how how???
die die
so tired dunno whad i'm bloggin and
typing in my report oso
T.T
sadded
hahahaha
ironic
everyone's having monday blues
but i'm having sunday blues
hows that!
y?? cos when sunday ends, it's MONDAY
simple as that
my sis told me to just enjoy tdy as it is
and not care that tmr is monday
but hei!
it's a fact!!!!!
to me,
fact = reality = you have to face it no matter how unwilling u are!
*boo hoo*
ahhhhh!!!!!! tmr got lab liao
and nevertheless, lab reports
lab wk = lab reports = tons of assigs
imagine having lab work on mons and weds
and elec module on mon and fri
(2hrs each of not knowing whad i'm toking and wad the teacher is tokin)
oh well,
like i've said
this is a fact
and
fact = reality = you have to face it no matter unwilling u are
haissss
i'm slacking didn't do any revision at all
cannot must revise liao if not lata
CT come den i die
but no time no time
everyday come hm frm sch so dead beaten liao how
to study??? sat and sun cheong report enuff alrd
how leh??
24 hrs not enuff T.T
so tired i'm tearing alrd
*BIG YAWNS*
_the panda ranted
|09:59|
i'm gonna be a life-less
THING soon
soooo tired
reports and reports and more
reports
lets see
12pg report by nxt wed
CS 10pg report by nxt wed
tut by mon
endless of make up lecs
so dead beaten everyday in sch
thank goodness
i've yet to join my cca
if not i'll be 8o% dead by the end of sem one
so sian every day
and tis week is really not my week pls
on wed i forgot my keys and
of all days it's wed
the only day i'm off early
i have to wait for me sis to ko frm work
and cum and rescue me
how miserable
not only dat
tdy kanna called by lecture
to present whad she has just thought
to all the MB classes!!!!!!
and it's ALL
plus sch cheated me feelings tdy
aft ONE yes ONE hr of
InMolB(let off early) we idled arnd
for 3 YES! 3 lame hrs to wait for our electives
when the time comes, an anouncement came to my german
class that class fer tdy has been called off
Y TELL US ONLY THAN??? COULDNT THEY TELL US EARLIER??!!!
NOTHING BETTER TO DO ISIT?!
i cld've come hm and sleep!!!!!
i'm so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
soooooo tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!
sooooo sain-ed
_the panda ranted
|21:00|
it's only the 1st week
and it seems
like an eternity
T.T
save meeeeeeee
boohoo
i'm drowned
under the ton
of assignments
it's never ending
and
frankly speaking
i'm feeling worried
i'm worried that i'll b d last
in class
i'm worried that i can't
catch up
i'm worried o'er everyting
gawd save me soul
i can barely rmbr a chemistry thing!
i'm so dead
i'm so dead beaten everyday
wish i had a time turner
life now has taken a big turn
about
haha
not only physically, but mentally too
1st yr yr's a honey moon yr
u say??
i beg to differ
poly life can be xciting,
but it can oso b tiring
however everyday will
seem fufilling
u'll nvr b free fer a min
every min u'll b on ya toes
and ur once
green "alert" button
is now red
hohoho
my timetable may
SEEM flexible
but looks can b
miss leading
and deciving
believe me
it's packed like sardines!
whoot!
random abit
had potato soup fer dinner
tweet! my fav!
haha
sooooo nice
aft mths of having take aways
home cooked food
nvr taste betta
kakakakaka
hao xin fu de gan jue!!!!
*blink blink*
ah i miss kbox
haiss now find time oso diffcult liao
must see when i can make it
when i'm not mugging
HAIYA
nvm take it as a payback for the
almost 4mths
of break tat i had
hehe
fair?? yes!
use 3yrs to payback for 4mths
is more than fair
wadeva it is
just bear with it
it's gna be over sooner den i tink
it will be
agree??
agree
heh heh i'm getting use to me lappy's
frigging small keyboard liao
GOOD
VERY GOOD
hahahahahahaha
lalalalalalala
i'm gg crazy
lalalalalala
lalalalalalala
_the panda ranted
|22:24|
i'm so tired!!!
T.T just finished cheong-ing
my report
so beaten!
hais did my best in it
it's me first time doing lab reports
hope it goes well
so tired that i'm shutting down
haiss
did my work on lappy
cld haf finished it faster on desktop
but haiss
yi yan nan jing
haisss
i'm feeling so lousy now
i dunno y
actually i noe y
but i just dun wanna say it
haisss
farnie isn't it
*shruggs*
zZzZzZ...
_the panda ranted
|00:04|
so sadded
timtable for friday has been changed
T.T
start at 11 end at 5 T.T
instead of the 1-5 slot
anyway, did
lab wk tdy
microbiology a
hehe
fun fun
imagine handling real stuffs
ahahahaha
cool! nice!
and seeing all the fibres and
miroorganism under
the microscope
heh heh
oki tmr
5 hrs of lectures STRAIGHT
no breaks
ends at 6
and starts at 11
frm 12-1there's
a mentor meeting
and the remaing hrs are lecs
*brawls*
and y must i b there @ 11??
i haf no idea y
haiss all my assignments are
gna b a mountian ful soon
haisss
but ok lah
wk load still
managable
i've got even more kua zhang ones b4
so ok lah
hmmmm...
haha seriously,
life in poly is totally
diff frm life in sec sch
it's like 2 diff worlds
hahahaha
u're treated like an adult
no naggings and all frm
'em like
whad ur sec sch teacher does
hoho
i quite missed it actually
boohoo
oh wells
kakakaka
anyway..
haisss gna start of my
dunno how to start with report
wanted to cheong all o'er the weekends
but sure not enuff time de
like i say it's a 山丘 alrd
and bless my soul
it's only the 3rd day of
sch tdy
hohohohoho
see the diff in amt of hmwks
oso??
_the panda ranted
|18:59|
harlo!!! o.O
the lost compass is still feeling lost
and emptiness
yday,
bort lappy to sch for
NO GOOD REASON
and walk lots of 冤枉路!!
make my limbs ache like nobody biz now
it gave me loads of probs
resulting in me not able
to take my breakfast and lunch
when i went ichiban for my dinner
i nearly ended up throwing out whadeva
i had!!!!!
and my gastrix hurts terribly
anyway, yday
waited with pei ying for jia hui
@ yck station
and lo and behold she was late!!!
make us rush like mad to school
after that when i'm in school
i perspired like crazy
and boi o boi
u noe, when u carry ur bag
too long
with ur lappy's cable and all your
other neccessary junks
ur bag feels like it's getting heavier
every other min
and with that, we walked all the
愿望路
now my both shoulders
are feeling sore (i took my sling bag yday)
plus aft all those running we had
frm the station to sch
and not being able to sit and rest for long,
it was miserable
not to mention, to add on
to my misery,
we had to buy our lab coats and
goggs
meaning adding wt
to my alrd very heavy bag
plus we bort all our books and notes
FOR NOTHING
cos not all were used!!!
only maths was
ridiculous!
giving us unneccessay wt
and hinderance only
the configuration of our
laps are a pain the d neck!
honestly why do i haf
to get one lappy
when my cors requires
only paper and pen more
often???
oh bother
prac class y day was a sleepy one
the lecturer's voice is
very mono and he pauses
too long aft everyting he says
and his being very strict
tutorial for yday was fun
lecturer was funny
and funky
maths class
started with lessons
functions -whoot-
the lecturer talks and
rushed the lesson
but she was very clear in her teachings
and when u haf a prob she's
very approachable
she points out ur mistake instantly and
gives a clear cut explanation
good!
germ class was the last one
and honestly i was too tired
to enjoy it at all
rest of the day was spent on all the
冤枉路 and all the other 冤枉
tings
it's not becos we didn't noe our way
or we were lost
but it's that no proper instructions were
given
and when we follow our timetable
it's wrong!
hence we haf to walk from ends to ends
haisss
tdy sch starts and 3 and end at 6
imgine gg to sch when every one has ended
and u're just starting
_the panda ranted
|08:12|
今天,
天气有点阴暗
我的心情有点灰
不要误会哦
不是因为阴暗天气
而导致我的灰心情
并不是每一次当
一个人心情低落
时 是因为雨天...
我喜欢雨天
你是否感到
过你身边有着
一大堆的人
又或者是你身在
人群中, 可是你
还是感到那么的
孤单...
此刻的我
就有这种感觉
也许我是
个慢热的人吧
或许我是
个冷如冰山的人吧
咳...我不知道
现在的我
心情有点
错乱
还没把它收拾好
有谁能告诉
我
我现在该怎么办
才好吗??
哈哈...
我失去了
"方向"
就仿佛像是
没有
针的
指南针
一样
不知去向, 不知所错
好难受..
我在也
不知道我
要的和想要的
是什么了
好痛苦...
_the panda ranted
|15:27|
hmmmm...
when i get used
to the fingering to tis
friggin small keyboard
my fingering for my desktop
will go haywire
y???
T.T
oki anyway tmr gg to sch for
sum talks
and oso, to get lappy configged
haisss my sweet honey moon days
are over
but it's ok
it has gotta end sonner or later rite
:P
i'm gna mis my k-ster days
my BBT all day long days
my shopping madness days
my cheong-ster days
all my craziness
oh wells
heh
look on the brite side
as least i'm back to my muggings
and stuff
heh heh
hey laopo, jia you !!!!!!
it's gna b over sooner than u tink
:)
hahahahahaha
hmmmm
tink im a zai nv
hahahahahahahahahaha
ah zai!!!! kakakakakakakakakaka
_the panda ranted
|23:06|
agrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!
IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why???!!! tell me why???
y it keeps loggin off on me every other
5 mins????!!!!!
y??!!!!!! arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
lidat how i print out all my notes???????????
today pull all niter again
T.T
so sadded
sch starts on mon
and i dunno how to read my
timetable!!!!
tat's the worst!
T.T
haiss no more being able
to BBT all dae when skl starts
T.T
i'm gna end sch late almost everyday
T.T
T.T
my only condolence is that
i'll only attnd sch for 3
yes! 3 miserable hrs
on tues (3pm-6pm)
[whoot! not bad]
and sch ends at 1450 on wed
hais shld i go tmr for the dunno wad tingy??
i really dun wanna go since i'm gna pull an
all nighter tonite
haisss dunno... c how bah
headach
since yday i've been faced wiff all these
troublesom and worrisome problems
T.T
y didn't i put JC as one of my choices???
y???
y??
tell m y...
T.T
wish my all the best
T.T
ahhhh!!!!!
where's my panadol x'tra???
.....
_the panda ranted
|22:29|
ewwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!
grossss!!!!!!
tell me wad can b more gross
den drinkin one BIG glup of STALE milk
w/o any knowledge of it!!!
ewwwwwww!!!!!
i took out the milk frm the fridge
took one big glup of it,
swallow it and was abt to take another glup
when i find that the taste of it is funny
i went to the basin and threw out
gosh!!!!
bleh
and wads more the due date is on the 15th of apr!!!!
ewwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!
and the funny smell is still lingering in my mouth!!!
i took lots of stuff to cover up the smell
like sweets and sweetened drinks
.......
or mayb it's me
tinking that the smell is still lingering
ewwwwwwww
T.T
early in the morn and i encounter stale milk!!!
here i am brooding o'er the fact that sch's gna re-open
and there on d other hand - stale milk!
----------------------------------------------
今天我心情有一点怪怪
可是说不出到底为什么
好像有一点悲哀的征兆
可是病因不知道
头上有橘色的加洲阳光
我的口袋只有黑色的柳丁
我只有一个蓝色的感觉
不要问我为什么
很想说但又觉得没有话好说
我只恨我自己逃不出这监狱
或许我是个没有出息的小虫
不该一直作梦你不是个英雄
叶子用坠落证明换季
可我昏昏沉沉没有办法醒
什么英雄
还是你会要放弃
天是亮的却布满乌云
所有焦距被闪光判了死刑
什么英雄
我看你不过是佣兵
我只想哭只想哭只想哭
我只想哭只想哭只想哭
今天一起床我就头痛
不管吃了几瓶药都没有用
心情有一点莫名的焦躁
你离我越远越好
外面有橘色的加州阳光
我却躲在自己孤独的黑洞
我只有一个小小的要求
就是请你leave me alone
很想说但又觉得没有话好说
我只恨我自己逃不出这监狱
或许我是个没有出息的小虫
不该一直作梦你不是个英雄
叶子用坠落证明换季
可我昏昏沉沉没有办法醒
什么英雄
还是你会要放弃
天是亮的却布满乌云
所有焦距被闪光判了死刑
什么英雄
我看你不过是佣兵
我只想哭只想哭只想哭
我只想哭只想哭只想哭
今天我心情有一点烂烂
可是说不出到底为什么
好像有一点悲哀的征兆
可是病因不知道
我只想哭只想哭只想哭
我只想哭只想哭只想哭
只想哭只想哭只想哭
-------------------------
*sobbs*
i miss
twin, weiling, partner, steff, rach,
weichun, laopo, yiwen, liyu, serene,
shalini, nicole tan, nikki, fong kay, nata,
rica, jolene, vanessa, danna, ms soh,
mr ng, ms norini, yin fei, pearlyn, amanda tay,
siti, wendalyn, rach chin, steff soh, yogam
and everyone else from 4/2 2007
T.T
miss u all loads
u peeps are the best!
*big bear huggs*
_the panda ranted
|11:42|
kakaka
paiseh
anyway,
day 2
missed it....hahahahaha
but luckily i missed it
as i heard frm d others,
they were asked to drink tis
green gooey drink wiff apple bits,
some powder and other digusting stuff
ewwwwwwwwwwwwww
day3
it was half day 9am - 12nn
toured the library,
attend an IT talk
the lady had abt 1.5 hrs
to finish her talk but she rushed like
nobody biz
haiyo!!!!
and T.T *brawls*
i'll finally understand how steff feels
le
i'll b taking german elec module
T.T
jap class was snapped up within 5 mins!!!!
goodness n
haiss french class T.T
soooooo saded
ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
haisss
so sadded
sch gna re-open soon
soooo fast T.T
haiisssss YYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
SOOOOOOOOO SADDED
anyway, fri went for a nite of
mad k-ness
later gg for the k-lunch
hahahahaha
wanna enjoy my remaining
holidays
T.T
AHHHHHHH!!!!!
4E2
I MISS U GALS!!!!!!
*SOBBS*
_the panda ranted
|09:01|
I'M SO TIRED!!!
orientation tdy
was...er...
tiring!!!
had to run/walk round the campus
sooooo tiring!!!!
and plus i'm s'posed to b on MC
tdy
but i still went
y??
cos i called yday
and ask sum stuff
abt the orientation
they say tat tdy is very impt
as u'll b introduced to round the sch
which it is
....
arghhhh
too tiired le
cont tmr...
_the panda ranted
|21:33|
ironic..
it's raining heavily
and when i'm bathing, the water
is warm
(there's no heater btw)
hohoho
anyway, goin
fer me orientation
on the morrow
haisss
hope everyting goes on nice...
x.x
tweet!
_the panda ranted
|14:32|