am hating myself here...argggg
the week didn't start off well nor did it during!
everything went out of hands and
the hate for myself increases tenfolds each day!
!
just hope everything gets back to normal starting form the upcoming week
sem exams are coming and so are the long awaited and deserved holidays!
everything just sux!
tears welled up and flow like high tide
but nothing ease what i'm missing
黑黑的天空低垂
亮亮的繁星相随
虫儿飞
虫儿飞
你在思念谁
天上的星星流泪
地上的玫瑰枯萎
冷风吹
冷风吹
只要有你陪
虫儿飞
花儿睡
一双又一对才美
不怕天黑
只怕心碎
不管累不累
也不管东南西北
_the panda ranted
|22:27|
比想象中更痛你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着找回光和热
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折
是美的
你眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你
深深的
心碎成了沙漠就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
_the panda ranted
|21:23|
hiding my sadness away,
I began thinking about the past
and the sweet sweet memories of it...
no words can describe how wonderous it was -
it was my past.
the more i want the memory to linger,
the further it drifts
it's now too distant away from me,
something i cannot grasp anymore -
it was my past
but,
determined to let you see that smile
i'll continue living each day
as if nothing has changed
though it hurts a whole lot
but i'll wait patiently for
the time to come
when it will hurt a little lesser
and wait even more
for it to stop hurting
all these
for the smile you wanted to see
......
_the panda ranted
|20:09|