Tuesday, 29 September 2009
-sunday-
managed to shed of a kg in one week or was it two??!
way to go!!!
hahaha
がんばって !!!
haixx
sch's gna reopen soon
haixx
tat's just too annoying
anyways look on the brite side
sun's coming and i get to see
precious meg hahahaha
yippies!!!
_the panda ranted
|14:09|
Monday, 21 September 2009
-loving you , missing you-
it's been 4 years since we parted
so much as changed, so much has happened
i'm so much lesser now - from the inside
i know you'll wouldn't want to see me in this state
but, me missing you is now a very very
important part of my life...
sometimes i really think that i live to miss you
everyday i wake up missing you...
everynight i go to bed missing you...
tho i've come to terms with my present plight
but i still can't let go of you totally...
i believed that time itself heals my wound
but time itself too adds more wounds -
the amount of time that i've spent with you
will be outgrown by the amount of time i've lost you
i miss you, everything about you.
i love you.
two years went by since we said goodbye
it was one of the hardest goodbyes i've said
since 4 years back...
up till now i still can't grasp the reality of it
even if i do, i'm forcing myself
everything seems surreal...
what u've taught me i'll not forget
what we've shared together i'll forever treasure
i love you & i miss you.
i've loved you both always,
more than eva, even more than a second ago
i've loved you both all the while and not know
it until it's too late, too far fetched
perhaps i've loved you both more than
you love me.
perhaps i've missed you both more than
you miss me.
perhaps...
one thing for sure,
with no doubt whatsoeva,
i love both of u - mum , dad
...i love you
_the panda ranted
|22:35|
Saturday, 19 September 2009
-another week-
this weeks past by swiftly....
in a blink of an eye
in another 3 weeks time Megan honey
will be a month old alrd!!
whoot!
haiss anyways,
i can't help but to tink of
the past
how i wish i'm tinkg of those good ol times
but i ain't...
the ghosts of the past are daunting!
you'll be forever missed...
_the panda ranted
|12:22|
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
-busy week-
had a busy week, last week
phew! thank the saints that
it's all settled now
i had fallen sick
due to
this busy and tight schedule
not only me, my sis too!
both of us at the same time
adding on, the haze is
adding respiratory problems for both of us
(astmahtic history)
haisss
tho ive recovered
about 70%
my sis ain't as lucky
mayb cos she isn't a fruit and vits taker
gotta prepare some fruit salad for her tho
anyways, before i fell sick,
i visited my 2nd sis and darling MEGAN
hehehe
her tiny hands are just so adorable
altho when i was there she was fast aslp,
but i saw her smiling face of her deep slumber
CUTE and ANGELIC! wonder what was she dreaming about
teehee
love her so much!!
she's a bundle of joy!!!
I LOVE MEGAN!!!!
PS: fatin!!!!! i misssssss u toooooooo!!!!!
i'm craving for movies and/or kbox...anyone????
_the panda ranted
|20:47|
Tuesday, 8 September 2009
-i love you!-
my longe awaited niece has arrieved!
LOVE HER SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!
hahaha
she's so cute and baby-ish
haha
was so excited i can't even concentrate on wrk today!!
she's such a sweetie =DD
i've foreseen it that i'll
dote on my niece so very much
hahahaha!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
_the panda ranted
|22:12|
Monday, 7 September 2009
-it's nearing-
the arrival of my niece is approaching!!!
yeppies!!!
hahaha
am lookg forward to it =)))
after all these sadness there's finally
a shed of happiness and joy =))
all these while of wantg to give up and all
if not for my forth coming niece i
wldn't haf pulled thru thus far...
she's a little bundle of joy =DD
_the panda ranted
|11:59|
Thursday, 3 September 2009
-dinner and hand in soup!-
las nite's dinner was hilarious!
my rite hand was stained wiff some kinda sauce
and left hand was drinking my tea...
seeing that i was grossly uncomfortable, my sis
took out her tissue and wipe the sauce off the hand for me
haha and after that she all back into her dinner again
and very convienently and i tink on the most part,
sub conciously, she dump my hand back onto the table
and little did she noe she dump my hand into my bowl of soup!
and she didn't noe!!
i retrieved my hand and showed her wad she had done and
she even asked what happened she just cleaned it for me!
i told her wad she did and she can even reply wiff
"oh! i did?!" and den help me clean up the soaked hand....
and funny-ly, she wrapped my pointing finger up wiff the tissue
like a bandage! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAX
SHE'S THE BEST!
_the panda ranted
|23:24|
