I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.
Sunday, 26 July 2009
-hating myself-
am hating myself here...argggg the week didn't start off well nor did it during! everything went out of hands and the hate for myself increases tenfolds each day! ! just hope everything gets back to normal starting form the upcoming week sem exams are coming and so are the long awaited and deserved holidays! everything just sux!
tears welled up and flow like high tide but nothing ease what i'm missing
hiding my sadness away, I began thinking about the past and the sweet sweet memories of it... no words can describe how wonderous it was - it was my past.
the more i want the memory to linger, the further it drifts it's now too distant away from me, something i cannot grasp anymore - it was my past
but, determined to let you see that smile i'll continue living each day as if nothing has changed
though it hurts a whole lot but i'll wait patiently for the time to come when it will hurt a little lesser and wait even more for it to stop hurting
all these for the smile you wanted to see
......
_the panda ranted |20:09|
me myself and i` ((:
name: パンダ
gender: XY
DOB: 0801
location: bamboo land
