Thursday, 23 October 2008
-alone-
i'm cut out frm everyting arnd me
sumtimes i'm so tired of all these emptiness
sumtimes i'm glad to haf all these emptiness
it helps me to sort out my thoughts
haiss i'm not myself at all
for the past months whad am i doing??
i'm sick and tired of all of it
i'm gna live MY life the way I want it
know me as i am
accept me for whad i am and who i am
seriously, i dun give a damn anymore
honestly i've been a fool!
it's MY life! MY copyright!
why shld i change it??
if you can't accept it, face it!
anyway, sem 2 has started and it's
lab reports all o'er for me again...haiss
las sem, tis sem, or shld i say this whole ENTIRE year
just isn't my year
not many promising tings took plc
instead it just made me even more miserable
- if possible
i tink frm the begining it's all so wrong
i thot a new plc, a new environment wld change
EVERYTHING
but it didn't
it made it worse
am i really a puzzle that doesn't fit??
b'cos of these, i've made the changes
and i've been a FOOL to do so...
i want some rest....
_the panda ranted
|16:59|
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
-stress-
haiss
stressed out is the word...
haiss
i really wanna luff out LOUD
but there's nthg to make me smile and or luff
T.T
haiss 2nd week back at sch
and i'm stress
usually the word stress can't be found on me
or even hear it cuming out frm me...
everyting arnd me has gone bizzare '~'
went MIA fer quite some time
everyting went topsy turvey
and even i went upside down be it physically or mentally
why isit that everyone arnd me is so happy
and they seem to see things in lively bright colours
where else fer me everyting seems to b dull
i feel so like a piece of misfit puzzle...
小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛 迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老
my shoulders are so heavy...
_the panda ranted
|20:38|
Wednesday, 8 October 2008
-秘密基地-
问自己有没有难过的回忆
偏偏你在一旁吐槽当作回忆
说一句宇宙无敌的冷笑点
只有你回应嘲笑我的底龄
眼前很多难题别担心 我会更有勇气
绝招很稀奇 我们一起出击
有一座秘密的基地在那里不需要言语
那些不好对别人说的事情 我为你搞定
有一座秘密的基地在那里有欢笑陪你
就算外星人攻击也不会离去
眼前很多难题别担心 我会更有勇气
绝招很稀奇 我们一起出击
有一座秘密的基地在那里不需要言语
那些不好对别人说的事情 我为你搞定
有一座秘密的基地在那里有欢笑陪你
就算外星人攻击也不会离去 我挺你挺到底
故事在难过 我们学着去享受
用全力防守面对批评的音波
更相信 更肯定 彼此的勇气
都把所有的困难闯过
有一座秘密的基地在那里不需要言
语那些不好对别人说的事情 我为你搞定
有一座秘密的基地在那里有欢笑陪你
就算外星人攻击也不会离去 我挺你挺到底
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
多久了没有你的消息 上封简讯是星期几
又错过了与你的约定 对不起真的不是故意
有时候没办法陪着你 你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的信任 对不起不该让你担心
有时候 你会让让我 尽管我大男人发作
有时候 你会装做不懂 默默地 留一些空间给我
这些事情 其实 我一直都藏在心理
请你原谅我不懂逗你开心 请你原谅我不懂你的心
回想着过去我学着让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃 说声对不起
请你相信我我会更加珍惜 请你相信我我会呵呼着你
小小的爱情 却是我最大的幸运
疼爱的 想念的都是你
请你相信一个这样的我
请原谅我
对不起
对不起
two of my favorites from HEI TANG OST =p
just got it tdy...
heheheheheheh
nice nice
it's really 百听不腻！！！
hahahaha
_the panda ranted
|22:27|
Monday, 6 October 2008
-cherish baby-
wheee
gg PLC aft wrk tdy to chk some tings out for
my cherish baby =P
hehehe
hmmmm tonite
update more pics of him
if i'm not worn out
anyway bit moody and down
dun feel like toking jus wanna be alone
haisss.....
this is soooooo tiring
how i wish i can rest my fill with no nthgs to bugg me
just saw my 2nd sem's time table
haisssss
it's the las ting i eva wanted to see
haixx the latest i'll haf to go home wld be at 730
haissssss i like first sem's timetable beta
more flexi...
it's lunch now...
dun feel like eating....
no mood and appitite to eat
just wanna rest....
i'm sooooo tired........
where are you when i needed you most??
_the panda ranted
|12:30|
Thursday, 2 October 2008
--
hoho
half day tmr =P
haisss soo full now just came back frm lunch now slacking abit
hehehe
still got time ma
leg hurt abit but okok la
haissss
feeling abit emo and restless tdy
it's not bcos i've got not enuff slp but
i jus dunno why
lull is the word now
haisssss time passes by so slowly tdy
how i wish i'm walkg alone now down
some quiet and peaceful walkway
deep in thoughts and just enjoying the quietness
i tink i need some time alone with my thoughts and feelings
it wld be nice if i cld brood a little
just tis morn in the wee hrs i was still ok
but now haisss
i need some time.......
_the panda ranted
|12:53|
-irritated-
am sooo fussed over minor stuffs these days
dunno y.....
another blasted day lata
made my new specs ydy
gna collect it b4 sch starts else my eyes are really gna POP
kakakaka
my deg shot up WHOOT!
got a shock when i knew abt it
must b due to the playg og DS in d nites hehehehe
haisss nid the specs liao
another long friggin day later
since i can't slp, teehee
i can plan out how to spend the long hrs
by makg full darn use of it
hohoho
haissss when i was shoppg just now,
i came by some tops that i liked but
i resisted the urge of buying it and now
i'm feeling the shaft of stabs T.T
i'm badly wounded T.T
haixx
wheeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! my 2nd sis's birth day is coming rite up!!!
HAPPIE B"DAE BEARIE!!!!!!!!!
kakakakaka MUCKS!!!!!
oh ya ya ya ya ya ya ya
there are soooo many banded chocos now T.T
am so miserable w/o my chocos :{
i wan my chocs T.T
random:
sch's gna reopen liao....
mus i get any bks????
hohohohohoho
sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lata still haf to slog
arghhhhhh irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hais wan to go on diet liao...
tdy my DA JI too much le....
_the panda ranted
|00:12|
