.* reality hurts - the ranting panda *. version 0.3

Thursday, 28 August 2008

-ended-

finally, it's over
just like everything else,
my exams has ended
but that's not the end yet
there's still the results

anyway, was reflecting on
those days where i'm preparing for my Olvls
i sorta missed those days

kakaka
ironically i was hoping like
crazy for the day that ends everything
to come and now that it has, i missed it
i dunno y...mayb it's whad they called it as
bitter sweet memories

sometime las yr, round this mth
i'm sitting for my prelims
haha
and the same time this yr i'm sitting
for my semestral exams and have ended
both have some wad equal weightage and importance
but the feeling is different
....

i really missed those days
i just told LAOPO,
now that i've been there, done that,
i dun mind sitting Olvls for another 10x
i can't say that it's really that great a feeling
but still it's smthg worth rmbring and treasuring... =D

my halcyon days....

there are no ends, only new beginings....

_the panda ranted
|00:20|

Tuesday, 26 August 2008

-slacking arnd-

haisss
AT LONG LAST!!!!!!!!
it's my LAST paper tmr
yahoooooooooooo
kakakaaka
i dunno, but nth seems to be able to get into
tis tick skull of mine tdy
nth, absoultly nth about microbio A gets into be brain tdy
hahahahaha
and the paper is tmr
hohohohoho
been slacking arnd the entire day
and now am stuck wiff a sickening gastrix
but blogging and still trying ta get some notes into
me head =P
kakakaka
anyway
aft all the papers i really have no confidence at all
seriously...haiiisss sub paper, wait for me T.T
i dunno
oh my goddy...

"So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you got your love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for youJust to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Through all my life
I never thought I'd had somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me it's rea
lMaybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Hey babe, don't you know?
You gotta, slow down, before you know
You're gonna, break down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be, a little, helpful
When you think of me
A little, careful, when you're close to me
'Cos baby, I loved you from the start

Maybe if you turn around
And prove to me it's real
Maybe we can work it out
'Cos this is how I feel

I love you
Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday, oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Any day, all the way
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know, oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right"

yay!!!!!!!!! las paper tmr!!!!!
and y do i foresee a sub paper somewhere??

_the panda ranted
|20:35|

Monday, 18 August 2008

-sianed-

haiss
sian-ed
later gg for my maths paper
i dunno but am having a bad feeling
abt it
mayb i've lost touch with maths
mayb not...i dunno
haf tis mixed feeling that i've nvr had b4
haiss wadeva it is i'll just go sit for that 2hrs paper
and end of story but i'd be sure i'll have a heavy loss
of appitite
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how how how???
argghhhh wadeva it is i'll just go for that darn paper
and i'll see how it goes and follow the flow
this-is-so-sickening!
arghhhh
one thing for sure....
it's no good and if i do pass i'm just plain happie if it's just
a B or C
ooooo mannnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhh
sick sick sick sick
arg!! i'm irritated

_the panda ranted
|10:37|

Friday, 15 August 2008

-post again-

posting again
haha posted just now during midnite
hahah and now it's almost 10pm
=P

i dunno..am feeling restless
and not myself
anyway...
i'll be fine
like wad my twin says it'll die off
i DO HOPE it'll die off
if it doesn't den i'll see how
i just hope i'm back to myself
and everyting be back to normal...

_the panda ranted
|21:46|

-蒲公英的约定-

小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
十几英里有味道的风景
雾水草场传来她的声音
多少年后也会是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄出信
因为我们等不到那流星
等枕头坠离命运的引力
却不知道到底能去哪里

已经长大的约定那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性

在走廊想霸占她手心
我们却注意窗边的情敌
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
哼歌而梦在等待着惊喜

已经长大的约定那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性

已经长大的约定那样珍惜
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清你是友情
还是错过的爱情

nice song...

i'm looking forward to the day where
everyting is made possible....
even if it's only for a moment....

truth always hurts
finding a less hurtful way of telling myself
or consoleing myself is
just plain self denial - in my opnion
i'm just facing up to it as i should
tat way my pain wld b lesser in a long run....

_the panda ranted
|00:24|

Thursday, 14 August 2008

-cherish pudding-

i've named you cherish
cos i wanna rmbr whad is it like being cherished
and cherish and love you as much as i've been
....
and also b'cos i cherish you
i dun wanna loose you
that is y i've bared it

anyway, walked by pet lovers' again
and i just couldn't help it
cherish is just too cute and loveable
and i've bort him off the tank =)
rite now his all cuddled up in his cute little house
aww!!! just adorable

anyway just by looking at that cute
furry little fella
my stress and tiredness in burying in my
notes just fell away
hahahaha

anyways, exams are just but 3 or 4 days away and
truth be told i'm still dangling
just like my olvl days
whad to do...
dangling and idleing it's gna get on my nerves some day
i dunno i'm taking it easy and i dunno
no sweat
i really dunno
am lost and confused and muddled
i'm so tired i'm really tired
i wanna rest
but there dun seem to be any resting plc fer me
i hope everyting tat is gg on now wif me is just like
a simple passing cloud,
that best be forgotten, but...cherished...

_the panda ranted
|21:52|

Sunday, 3 August 2008

-stress relievers =PP-

one farnie email i got:

Teacher : History is a very interesting subject. It tells you about what had happened in the past.
Student : Please teacher, I don't think I want to study history.
Teacher : Why?
Student : There is no future in it.
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Girl : Do you love me?
Boy : Yes Dear
Girl : Would you die for me?
Boy : No, mine is undying love
===================================================

Waiter : I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg.
Customer : Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.
===================================================

Teacher : Simon, your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
Simon : No, teacher, it's the same dog!
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Teacher : 'Where were you born?'
Student : ' Singapore , Sir.'
Teacher : 'Which part?'
Student : 'All of me, Sir.'
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A boy came home from school with his exam results.
'What did you get?' asked his father.
'My marks are under water,' said the boy.
'What do you mean 'under water'?'
'They are all below 'C' (sea) level'
===================================================

Father : Why did you fail your mathematics test?
Son : On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8
Father : So?
Son : On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8. And on Wednesday, she said 6+2=8.
If she can't make up her mind, how do I know the right answer?
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anyway, down with some blasted only god noes whad cold
me nose has been a running tap since fri!!!
terrible
anyway, gotta rush for report in tis miserable condition of mine
-bleh-
wanna knock off soon alrd zzzzzZZZZzzzzz

_the panda ranted
|20:38|