.* reality hurts - the ranting panda *. version 0.3

Tuesday, 29 July 2008

-感动-

每当我闭上双眼
我都会回想到以前
以前那段幸福美满的日子
想到了就觉得心好痛好痛
就像是被一把很锋利的刀割似的
好难过好难受
真的希望时间能逆流
呵呵这只是我天真与自私的想法

可是当我睁开双眼时
回想不到以往, 只看得到
现在, 知道你们是无伤痛
无烦恼, 无忧无虑的
我就很开心
我知道
不管我们之间
相隔了多远
你们依旧还是会在
我身边守护着我看守着我
你们永永远远都不会离我太远

说了
"逢走过必流痕迹"
你们在我生命中
流下了
无法忘怀的痕迹

悲伤的日子我
知道我依旧还是会有
我一直都会有
不过伤痛, 痛苦的
日子以不会在有

悲伤虽悲伤
可是我还是会
快乐的
着是我给你们的诺言!

_the panda ranted
|08:23|

Tuesday, 22 July 2008

-blur blur blur-

haiyo yo yo yo!!!
i'm sooo blur-ed fer da whole of las week and tis week!!
T.T
oki!
on sun, my lab coat wasn't dried
it was still wondering about comfortablely in
da washing machine when i realise at 9pm that
whoot! i nid it da nxt day and where on earth do i
go find the sun at 9pm??!!!
oki nvm i used the hairdryer to blow dry it
when it's abt 70-80% dry alrd den i realise that
i can just easily leave it in my room fer 10 mins
with the aircon switched on!
instead of doin manual work for the past 30mins
hurhur T.T

tat aside,
i forgot all about my tutorial
too!! hur hur
nvm

not only that,
haissss i tot i lost my ezlink again
eva heard of once bitten twice shy
yeah..
and yday on my way home
i was feeling miserable da whole day yday
and i nearly missed my stop
T.T
haiyo whad's gotten into me??

arggghhhhh so blur!!! T.T
eh or am i always blur??
hohohohohoho

oh and one super super blur ting
that i shld not have done!
i had ice cream on sun which resulted in
the miserable and blasted cramp yday T.T
y??all bcos of my blurness T.T

_the panda ranted
|09:20|

Saturday, 12 July 2008

-sleepy-

so tired
just finished muo fan bang bang tang
hahahaha

so sleepy now
had a tiring day
tmr..i mean lata
meeting joseph at 10 to get him
to coach me CHEM
i forgot everyting abt it

woah tis week
haisss was sick on mon and tues
down wif fever and and
i still walk in the pouring rain
during that period of time
no choice gotta get to sch

wed was ok but slept realy early
halfway thru BBT i slept
very tired
was in sch the WHOLE daay and no rest

thurs was COOOOOOLLLLLLDDDD and
so was tdy

goodness my eyes are all droopy gna knock off soon

_the panda ranted
|00:28|

Thursday, 10 July 2008

-drats-

drats!
gastrix!!!
T.T painful T.T

haissss feel like eating
but wanna throw up
very xin ku
and now i'm suffering frm gastrix
whad to do?
hasss CT results are
haisss
failed pchem
but it's forseened
not shocked when i noe the result
but but was feeling down abt it
haisssss
and BBT is here!!!!
HUGGS 'em
11pm le!!!
watching and blogging @ the same time
hehehehe

oki gotta buck up for exams
haiss

seriously
i'm wondering y am i gg thru this
honestly it's so hard to put up wif it
BUT anyway i've forgotten abt it
and and procceed wiff sch life
and i'm satisfied with the things
now
so as long as it stays this way it's good
^.^

hohohoh classs blog is up
yippys!!!!

www.mb0803.blogspot.com

oki go BBT now

hahahahahahaha will post abt tis wk all tmr

_the panda ranted
|22:56|

Tuesday, 8 July 2008

早上醒来你已不知去向
只剩冰冷空气的房
我被困住的翅膀
等你松绑让我飞翔
泪水也不能洗去我的哀伤
我忘记快乐的模样
想念你远在天堂
想念你我整个人要发狂快发狂

每天我为你祈祷
每天我为你烦恼
每天晚上翻来覆去我都睡不好
多么想再和你拥抱
我多么想陪你到老
如果你回到我身边有多好

你走后地球依然继续转
看起来不像受过伤
将来的日子还长
要怎么学会不去想坚强

每天我为你祈祷
每天我为你烦恼
每天晚上翻来覆去我都睡不好
多么想再和你拥抱
我多么想陪你到老
如果你回到我身边有多好

每天我为你祈祷
每天我为你烦恼
每天晚上翻来覆去快受不了
不要再让我困扰
我不想再为你煎熬
这世界上没相思有多好

每天我为你祈祷
每天我为你烦恼
每天晚上翻来覆去快受不了
不要再让我困扰
我不想再为你煎熬
这世界上没相思有多好

我知道你有天使作伴
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own words:
着首歌的歌词说出了我的心声
发生过的是以是程经
我为何不能忘掉呢??
多么希望我可以把过去磨擦掉
可是擦掉后我就没有回忆了....
唯一的安慰就是 -- 我不是一个人
我不想在待在过去了
我要向前方走
可是好难...我没勇气
勇气难得可贵啊!
我现在百感焦急
我已经快要记不起你们的
面貌,温柔,声音,你们的
所有一切了
我很努力的把回忆挽回
可是挽回了就等于
挽回了所有
包括
痛苦,悲哀,无奈,
欢笑泪水,所有的开心和不开心
我不要!
为何仿佛看似甜美的回忆会是那么的
悲伤,那么的痛苦?!
难道我没这个资格
去拥有一些些美好的回忆吗?
难道我得背负着永远的
悲哀与无奈??
好辛苦...
好辛苦...
若是能时间逆转
的话,
我希望我可以回
到我最后一次
感到开心,感到幸福
感到快乐的
时候...
回到我的世界只是
围绕着4个人...
回到最后一次我们
5个人度过
的欢乐美好时光
然后,永永远远的停留在
哪儿....
着是我一个
很叛逆,很任性叼蛮的愿望
.........

_the panda ranted
|20:06|

Monday, 7 July 2008

-picy time =DDD-

am so tired
down wiff fever and flu and cough
T.T
and there's this blasted ulcer!
haissssss
anyway, those pics above were taken las fri
during my class skid for DNA finger printing
hahahaha it was a comedy hohoho
these pics are only a small portion of all the pics tat
were taken will post more in d up coming days
am really tired and sick T.T
am given 2 days mc by me doc
tdy and tmr but will go back tmr fer Pchem lec
hope i'm able to pull through....

_the panda ranted
|23:58|

Wednesday, 2 July 2008

-WASTE OF TIME-

tdy, sch was a total
WASTE OF TIME!!!
woke up late and scurried to sch
like crazy in a cab
and the cabby was kind enuff
to even calculate 5 cents wiff me...hurhur
and to realise that lecturer was
late
oki that nvm
and her being late has to be resulted in us
gg to sch tmr to have her lecture
if not i'd haf been able to do e-lec at home
if not for her latefulness (if there's eva such a word)
i cld pigg till round 11??
wad crap!

anyway sch tdy was only for like
an hr of com skills
and roughly an hr of IMB rehersal
and after that the rest of the day was spent on
wating for 3pm and attending
the talk

haissss
waste time
if i noe i pon..
i went for the talk and IMB only
and it took me the whole day
whad the heck

_the panda ranted
|20:13|

Tuesday, 1 July 2008

-dreams-

tired
been having problems sleeping lately
been having nitemares these couple o'nites

not really nitemares actually...
just dreams that are
able to give u scary emotions and feelings
dreams that seems so real that they are
able to jerk u awake rite in the middle of the nite

*yawn*
seriously i need some good rest and
sleep
my eyes are all puffy and teary and red
frm all the yawnings and lack of proper sleep

hahahahaha
i'm and PANDA freak
and now me myself is a
REAL panda hahahahahhahaha

oh mann!! i miss all my frens
T.T
MUCKS and HUGGS all
my hunnys

tired tired
got my maths results le
B grade
hahahahaha good good
i passed my maths for life sci
i guess tis will be the onld module that i'll pass
haisss
nooooooooo i dun wan
T.T
bless me darls

*yawn*
sleepy

_the panda ranted
|09:26|