I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.
Tuesday, 29 April 2008
-sian-ed-
so sianed today so moody now in sch mayb cos it's coming haisssssssssssssssssss so rushing this week got so many tings to rush haissss tis sucks life sucks
feeling so blue T.T
so sad it's like i'm a piece of puzzle that dosent fit into the picture everyone seems to b a perfect fit but me i feel so alone
.....
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Sunday, 27 April 2008
-sained-
so sain-ed finish my fair share of report le so sain, tmr is monday le haisss OHYA! haven do e-assesment nvm do aft i've blogged
later gg amk lib do do CS report wiff wannee, alyssa, jeremy and wilson so tired T.T i forgot everyting abt chem le!!!!! how how??? die die
so tired dunno whad i'm bloggin and typing in my report oso T.T sadded
hahahaha ironic everyone's having monday blues but i'm having sunday blues hows that! y?? cos when sunday ends, it's MONDAY simple as that my sis told me to just enjoy tdy as it is and not care that tmr is monday but hei! it's a fact!!!!! to me, fact = reality = you have to face it no matter how unwilling u are! *boo hoo*
ahhhhh!!!!!! tmr got lab liao and nevertheless, lab reports lab wk = lab reports = tons of assigs imagine having lab work on mons and weds and elec module on mon and fri (2hrs each of not knowing whad i'm toking and wad the teacher is tokin) oh well, like i've said this is a fact and fact = reality = you have to face it no matter unwilling u are
haissss i'm slacking didn't do any revision at all cannot must revise liao if not lata CT come den i die but no time no time everyday come hm frm sch so dead beaten liao how to study??? sat and sun cheong report enuff alrd how leh??
24 hrs not enuff T.T so tired i'm tearing alrd *BIG YAWNS*
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Friday, 25 April 2008
-reports-
i'm gonna be a life-less THING soon soooo tired reports and reports and more reports
lets see 12pg report by nxt wed CS 10pg report by nxt wed tut by mon endless of make up lecs so dead beaten everyday in sch thank goodness i've yet to join my cca if not i'll be 8o% dead by the end of sem one so sian every day and tis week is really not my week pls on wed i forgot my keys and of all days it's wed the only day i'm off early i have to wait for me sis to ko frm work and cum and rescue me how miserable not only dat tdy kanna called by lecture to present whad she has just thought to all the MB classes!!!!!! and it's ALL plus sch cheated me feelings tdy aft ONE yes ONE hr of InMolB(let off early) we idled arnd for 3 YES! 3 lame hrs to wait for our electives when the time comes, an anouncement came to my german class that class fer tdy has been called off Y TELL US ONLY THAN??? COULDNT THEY TELL US EARLIER??!!! NOTHING BETTER TO DO ISIT?! i cld've come hm and sleep!!!!!
i'm so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soooooo tiring!!!!!!!!!!!! sooooo sain-ed
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Saturday, 19 April 2008
-week one-
it's only the 1st week and it seems like an eternity T.T save meeeeeeee boohoo
i'm drowned under the ton of assignments it's never ending and
frankly speaking i'm feeling worried i'm worried that i'll b d last in class i'm worried that i can't catch up i'm worried o'er everyting gawd save me soul i can barely rmbr a chemistry thing! i'm so dead
i'm so dead beaten everyday wish i had a time turner life now has taken a big turn about haha not only physically, but mentally too
1st yr yr's a honey moon yr u say?? i beg to differ
poly life can be xciting, but it can oso b tiring however everyday will seem fufilling u'll nvr b free fer a min every min u'll b on ya toes and ur once green "alert" button is now red hohoho
my timetable may SEEM flexible but looks can b miss leading and deciving believe me it's packed like sardines!
whoot! random abit had potato soup fer dinner tweet! my fav! haha sooooo nice aft mths of having take aways home cooked food nvr taste betta kakakakaka hao xin fu de gan jue!!!! *blink blink*
ah i miss kbox haiss now find time oso diffcult liao must see when i can make it when i'm not mugging HAIYA nvm take it as a payback for the almost 4mths of break tat i had hehe fair?? yes! use 3yrs to payback for 4mths is more than fair
wadeva it is just bear with it it's gna be over sooner den i tink it will be agree?? agree
heh heh i'm getting use to me lappy's frigging small keyboard liao GOOD VERY GOOD hahahahahahaha lalalalalalala
i'm gg crazy lalalalalala lalalalalalala
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Friday, 18 April 2008
-so tired-
i'm so tired!!! T.T just finished cheong-ing my report so beaten! hais did my best in it it's me first time doing lab reports hope it goes well so tired that i'm shutting down haiss did my work on lappy cld haf finished it faster on desktop but haiss yi yan nan jing
haisss i'm feeling so lousy now i dunno y actually i noe y but i just dun wanna say it haisss farnie isn't it *shruggs*
zZzZzZ...
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Wednesday, 16 April 2008
-sadded-
so sadded timtable for friday has been changed T.T start at 11 end at 5 T.T instead of the 1-5 slot
anyway, did lab wk tdy microbiology a hehe fun fun imagine handling real stuffs ahahahaha cool! nice! and seeing all the fibres and miroorganism under the microscope heh heh
oki tmr 5 hrs of lectures STRAIGHT no breaks ends at 6 and starts at 11 frm 12-1there's a mentor meeting and the remaing hrs are lecs *brawls* and y must i b there @ 11?? i haf no idea y
haiss all my assignments are gna b a mountian ful soon
haisss but ok lah wk load still managable i've got even more kua zhang ones b4 so ok lah
hmmmm... haha seriously, life in poly is totally diff frm life in sec sch it's like 2 diff worlds hahahaha u're treated like an adult no naggings and all frm 'em like whad ur sec sch teacher does hoho i quite missed it actually boohoo oh wells kakakaka
anyway.. haisss gna start of my dunno how to start with report wanted to cheong all o'er the weekends but sure not enuff time de like i say it's a 山丘 alrd and bless my soul it's only the 3rd day of sch tdy
hohohohoho
see the diff in amt of hmwks oso??
_the panda ranted |18:59|
Tuesday, 15 April 2008
-sch starts at three-
harlo!!! the lost compass is still feeling lost and emptiness
yday, bort lappy to sch for NO GOOD REASON and walk lots of 冤枉路!! make my limbs ache like nobody biz now it gave me loads of probs resulting in me not able to take my breakfast and lunch when i went ichiban for my dinner i nearly ended up throwing out whadeva i had!!!!! and my gastrix hurts terribly
anyway, yday waited with pei ying for jia hui @ yck station and lo and behold she was late!!! make us rush like mad to school after that when i'm in school i perspired like crazy
and boi o boi u noe, when u carry ur bag too long with ur lappy's cable and all your other neccessary junks ur bag feels like it's getting heavier every other min and with that, we walked all the 愿望路 now my both shoulders are feeling sore (i took my sling bag yday) plus aft all those running we had frm the station to sch and not being able to sit and rest for long, it was miserable
not to mention, to add on to my misery, we had to buy our lab coats and goggs meaning adding wt to my alrd very heavy bag
plus we bort all our books and notes FOR NOTHING cos not all were used!!! only maths was ridiculous! giving us unneccessay wt and hinderance only
the configuration of our laps are a pain the d neck! honestly why do i haf to get one lappy when my cors requires only paper and pen more often???
oh bother
prac class y day was a sleepy one the lecturer's voice is very mono and he pauses too long aft everyting he says and his being very strict
tutorial for yday was fun lecturer was funny and funky
maths class started with lessons functions -whoot- the lecturer talks and rushed the lesson but she was very clear in her teachings and when u haf a prob she's very approachable she points out ur mistake instantly and gives a clear cut explanation good!
germ class was the last one and honestly i was too tired to enjoy it at all
rest of the day was spent on all the 冤枉路 and all the other 冤枉 tings it's not becos we didn't noe our way or we were lost but it's that no proper instructions were given and when we follow our timetable it's wrong! hence we haf to walk from ends to ends
haisss
tdy sch starts and 3 and end at 6 imgine gg to sch when every one has ended and u're just starting
hmmmm... when i get used to the fingering to tis friggin small keyboard my fingering for my desktop will go haywire y???
T.T oki anyway tmr gg to sch for sum talks and oso, to get lappy configged haisss my sweet honey moon days are over but it's ok it has gotta end sonner or later rite :P
i'm gna mis my k-ster days my BBT all day long days my shopping madness days my cheong-ster days all my craziness oh wells heh look on the brite side as least i'm back to my muggings and stuff heh heh
hey laopo, jia you !!!!!! it's gna b over sooner than u tink :)
hahahahahaha hmmmm tink im a zai nv hahahahahahahahahaha ah zai!!!! kakakakakakakakakaka
_the panda ranted |23:06|
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
-grrrrr-
agrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!! IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why???!!! tell me why??? y it keeps loggin off on me every other 5 mins????!!!!! y??!!!!!! arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! lidat how i print out all my notes???????????
today pull all niter again
T.T so sadded sch starts on mon and i dunno how to read my timetable!!!! tat's the worst!
T.T haiss no more being able to BBT all dae when skl starts T.T i'm gna end sch late almost everyday T.T
T.T my only condolence is that i'll only attnd sch for 3 yes! 3 miserable hrs on tues (3pm-6pm) [whoot! not bad] and sch ends at 1450 on wed
hais shld i go tmr for the dunno wad tingy?? i really dun wanna go since i'm gna pull an all nighter tonite haisss dunno... c how bah headach since yday i've been faced wiff all these troublesom and worrisome problems
T.T y didn't i put JC as one of my choices??? y??? y?? tell m y... T.T
wish my all the best T.T ahhhh!!!!!
where's my panadol x'tra??? .....
_the panda ranted |22:29|
Monday, 7 April 2008
-ewww-
ewwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!! grossss!!!!!!
tell me wad can b more gross den drinkin one BIG glup of STALE milk w/o any knowledge of it!!!
ewwwwwww!!!!! i took out the milk frm the fridge took one big glup of it, swallow it and was abt to take another glup when i find that the taste of it is funny i went to the basin and threw out gosh!!!! bleh
and wads more the due date is on the 15th of apr!!!! ewwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!! and the funny smell is still lingering in my mouth!!! i took lots of stuff to cover up the smell like sweets and sweetened drinks .......
or mayb it's me tinking that the smell is still lingering ewwwwwwww T.T early in the morn and i encounter stale milk!!! here i am brooding o'er the fact that sch's gna re-open and there on d other hand - stale milk!
*sobbs* i miss twin, weiling, partner, steff, rach, weichun, laopo, yiwen, liyu, serene, shalini, nicole tan, nikki, fong kay, nata, rica, jolene, vanessa, danna, ms soh, mr ng, ms norini, yin fei, pearlyn, amanda tay, siti, wendalyn, rach chin, steff soh, yogam and everyone else from 4/2 2007 T.T miss u all loads u peeps are the best! *big bear huggs*
_the panda ranted |11:42|
Sunday, 6 April 2008
-late posts-
kakaka paiseh
anyway,
day 2 missed it....hahahahaha but luckily i missed it as i heard frm d others, they were asked to drink tis green gooey drink wiff apple bits, some powder and other digusting stuff ewwwwwwwwwwwwww
day3 it was half day 9am - 12nn toured the library, attend an IT talk the lady had abt 1.5 hrs to finish her talk but she rushed like nobody biz haiyo!!!! and T.T *brawls* i'll finally understand how steff feels le i'll b taking german elec module T.T jap class was snapped up within 5 mins!!!! goodness n haiss french class T.T soooooo saded ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
haisss so sadded sch gna re-open soon soooo fast T.T haiisssss YYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SOOOOOOOOO SADDED
anyway, fri went for a nite of mad k-ness later gg for the k-lunch hahahahaha wanna enjoy my remaining holidays T.T
AHHHHHHH!!!!! 4E2 I MISS U GALS!!!!!!
*SOBBS*
_the panda ranted |09:01|
Wednesday, 2 April 2008
-orientation-
I'M SO TIRED!!! orientation tdy was...er... tiring!!! had to run/walk round the campus sooooo tiring!!!! and plus i'm s'posed to b on MC tdy but i still went
y?? cos i called yday and ask sum stuff abt the orientation they say tat tdy is very impt as u'll b introduced to round the sch which it is ....
arghhhh too tiired le cont tmr...
_the panda ranted |21:33|
Tuesday, 1 April 2008
-rainy-
ironic.. it's raining heavily and when i'm bathing, the water is warm (there's no heater btw) hohoho
anyway, goin fer me orientation on the morrow haisss hope everyting goes on nice... x.x
tweet!
_the panda ranted |14:32|
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