I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.
Tuesday, 29 May 2007
-wheeee!!!!!!-
wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! tmr and thurs, SCHOOL-LESS hahahahaha yay!!!
whoa, i tink frm now onwards, every ss lesson, i will not meddle wiff my eye brows... hmmm....
wheeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, 28 May 2007
-peeboo-
hohohohoho... hmmm... whad shld i say??
not bad?? horrible?? i really dunno.
okay, lemmi put it tis way, paper one was horrible and paper two was not bad...
haiyah, but wadeva it is, it's done i can't rewrite wadeva that is done and past... kan kai le, kan kai le...
woooot!!! there's lee jun ki's news in today's newpaper...hahaha i ou ran found it kokokokokokokoko
weiling dahling, u saw the latest issue of oh no! what was that?? i can't rmbr was is you or i zou kan got FLH's news... :P saw is at the petrol station tdy...hehe xp
weeeeeeettttt!!!! yum yum had chocos tdy.. i mean, for yday and tdy hahaha had cadbulary yday, and snickers (crunchie) tdy *slurp!* long time since i had these stuff :P nicenice keeee!!!
woah!!! tmr still haf to go back to sch...haisss no nice no nice hmmm tmr still got eng oral...i hope i dun nid to stay too late :P
argggh...eng the whole day tmr...god elp me *sobbs*
sooo xie men... las wkend, i accompanied my sis to the dentist at toa payoh. her appt was at 10 but she went there at least 30-45mins earlier (HAIYOH!!!) so i went with her, having the tot that while she go for her dental checkup, i'll go to the lib hoho lo and behold, hu noes, i nearly faint outside the lib coz it was hot and humid, plus, i was clustered amongst the crowd of ppl waiting for the lib to open..even worse :P hoho i noe, if i stayed there any longer, i'll surely faint, so before i faint, i'd better walk back to the dental clinic, which i did.. luckly, i had by faithful mentos wit me :P hehehe (i dunno, when eva, i feel giddy or headache, all i'll haf to do is to suck a sweet or eat anyting sweet and i'll feeel beta :P ) anyway, back to the clinic.. my sis alrd went in, so i waited outside for her, all the while reading my chinese (nearly fall asleep!!) hoho, den all of a sudden two men made a dramatic entrance... my gawd! one of 'em was in great pain, and d other was supporting him den when the one supporting him, just left him to go and register him at the counter, the one in pain, just collasped to the floor...goodness!!!! all the while groaning away... den a male doc, just rushed out frm no where in particular, and ushered him into his rm.. hoho, even tho, i was on my headset listening to my songs, i could still hear him groaning (loudly) aiyo, den lata i even heard him throwing up!!! goodness... hmmm... den awhile lata, heard another loud moan frm him den no sound liao :P den, the medics came to take him away.... i heard frm the nurses that the guy was either food poisoned, or gastricits x)
kokokoko i was tinking to myself, hmmm... my gastricits did not act up for very long liao... quite missed it tho... AHA! BULLZ-EYE! it was just only a thot, and my gastricts acted up! xie men rite?? it did not act up immediatly lah...instead, the nxt day... xp hohohoho can u imagine the pain??!!!! my god!!! oh my tian, untill tdy, my gastric still hurts i dunno y...it's on and off (and i got eat!!)
and to make matters worse, i'm down wiff fever, cough, and sore throat... i had fever the whole nite las nite...it was horrible.. and the sore throat is just as horrible as well...it makes my voice sound raw and...erm..yah, raw! arghhh!!
owwwww.... feel like eating sushi now...but i can't *sobs*
ohyah!!!! MT O LEVEL is on the 28th of May!!! which is tis MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG!!!
pls, let me get well by than... pls pls...
PS: MYE, man jiang hong...hais...expected..
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Friday, 18 May 2007
-wootwoot-
woahhh!! i'm bloated!!!! soooo full!!!
went ichiban for dinner... woah!! bloated xia.. considering the fact that i ate nth at all for the whole day, save for pockey and one "suck suck"(i dunno whad's that called) and nugget hahaha coz i noe i'll not b able to hold out long for chinese intensive so i ate abit, to get myself to stay awake...
ahhhh!!!!! weiling!!! MUCKS!!! ai si ni le!!!!!!! hmmm...dun b down le kk :) mucks!!
HAIS!! tdy during intensive lao shi gave us back our practice paper "test" den she told me : " 慧美啊， 你好象跷跷板一样. 有时好有时怀. 要加油啊！" or smth ting like that lah... i didn't really catch her coz i was sleepy but the meaning is there... woah i listen alrd, xin tong :( hump! nvm, i'll do better for my Os! wo ke yi de!! :P JIA YOU!!! oooooosssssssssshhhhhhhhhhh!
okay, haD AEP tdy..
the skit was funny!!! hahahahaha humerous, yet meaningful :) den aft that, a performance by our very own band!!! wow!!!they are good!! and i mean good, as in reallllllyyyy goooooddddd my jaws nearly dropped watching 'em perform....hoho den later aft that, a performance from this arts grp for outside hoho, the dances are fantastic...hoho wow!
hmmm...whad's more to say?? i dunno... too bloated to tink... keekee x)
_the panda ranted |19:29|
Thursday, 17 May 2007
-happy posts-
hmmm... just went thru all the posts dat i've posted... just realised that not one single post is a happy/farnie one.. hurhur
all of 'em seemed miserable :{ *chewchew hahaha i just feel like making that noise haha
hmmm..lets see there must b something happy/farnie to say abt the day...
happy/farnie ehh?? got 2nd in class for chinese test?? las shi gave it to me when i told her that i'm not well,can i go home...headache.. hoho there's one farnie ting...it happened tis morn in class ain't gna say it...hohohoho hahahaha me, wl, wc, iris, vanessa, jolene noes abt it hahahaha
the record haf been doing gong han and zuo wen for the past 4 days!! not to forget, paper 2!! hmmm...all in all i tink i've done 8 gong han and zuo wen (bao zhang bao dao) tell me, hu does 8 of 'em in one wk?? phew!! now i noe the true meaning of intensive
happenings i've been getting nonsense calls lately it's always the same person... irritating!!!! hoho.. the 1st time the call came, it was in the late morning to early aftnn 2nd time, i missed it... 3rd time, it came at arnd 4-5pm latest, las nite at 2330 hrs!!
the 1st time, the caller did not make a sound, den i just hung up tinking that it's nth den hu noes, the caller called again aft i hung up.. tis time, it kept saying "ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah"
sounds like duck in dialect hahahahaha
irritating!! arghhhh!!!!!
....
hoho later gonna haf rojak for dinner again hahaha tis time daddy wants $3 normal ones, $3 only yao zha guai
:P
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Wednesday, 16 May 2007
-i simply dun understand-
hoho i just simply dun understand, how can someone b like dat??!!!
zhen qi ren.. hump! ahh nvm..just bare wiff it...it won't b long :P
haiss... i'm getting tired...i dunno whad to do i'm struggling with whad exactly, i dunno *sigh
cui si zhen zha that's whad i'm feeling now eva heard of cui si zhen zha shi mei you yong de?? yup, apprently so...
hmm...tis is tough i dunno whad to do i haf tis feeling i can't make it thru i really pray - feverently that i can, but somehow, wheneva i tink i can, reality hits me hard in the face, saying that i can't
life's tough, work's hard it's not easy being me...
giving up did cum across my mind several times, numerous times, but wheneva i want to giv up, i can't...
whad's gotten into me?? whad's wrong wiff me??
i'm tired...i want to giv up, but i somehow just can't giv up it seems that i haf to, but it also seems that i dun haf to...
y is it that i'm always smack in d middle?? i'm neither up nor down, here or there
whad am i??
hoho
...
_the panda ranted |19:34|
Monday, 14 May 2007
-intensive-
ahahahaha... forgot to mention abt my intensive mother class tdy... 6 hrs of mother tongue straight! HA gd rite??
thank goodness i survived...but was dog tired aft that slept in the car wiff rachel ( gave her a ride home.. :} )... even my dad asked y are we soo tired...
hahaha i oso dunno y...
hmmm...lao shi say tmr we are getting back our MYE mother paper... *SOBBS!!* haiss...
HUMP! whadeva it is, i'll be proud of wadeva grade/mrks that i've scored for.. i will be thankful for it :DD
aiyah! the hmwk she set us tdy, i havent finish doing yet... i really dunno how to do the compre..i really really dunno..i'm serious...whad to do..?? hmm nvm later will squeeze out all my brain juice to complete it...
has anyone seen how big a plate a $5 rojak can b??
i just shared a $5 rojak wiff dad for dinner :P
yum yum ;P
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-weekend&pillow-
hohohohoho
hahaha had a somewhat great weekend... walk untill leg ache!! haf to put salonpas and tukuhon everywhere hahahaha
hmm... bort: 2 junki maggs his album fly daddy dvd did not manage to go 2 the shop iris intro... not enuff time!!! ahhhhh...mores the pity!! *CRIES*
hahaha tokin abt fly daddy, haha i've got a little story to tell ahahahahaha
hmmm...
las nite, i tried playing the dvd on the telly, but for some technical reasons, the disc can't be played...i eject and inject, backward forward, on off and did every possible tink... but it still isn't working...hoho so i decided to watch on the pc instead haha hu noes! it worked on the pc (werid..) so anyway... happily i watched the movie and the special features.. den, while watching the movie, watch until the climax part alrd, i felt very bad cramps (period) i did not want to visit the washrm YET coz it's the climax!!! ahhh!!! but got no choice...i left the movie running coz i'm not the only one watching *sobbs* so, i went to the washrm and wash up and whadeva not... den by the time, i got back the climax part is alrd over!! and the movie is cumming to an end soon enuff...ahhh!! *sobbs* ahhh!! HAIS y??!! y??!!
arghhh!! hmmm... nvm i can watch it again...
hoho... aft that, i wanted to watch the soccer match wiff dad but b'coz of the period i was really really very tired, so i did not watch... went to bed instead... but cldn't sleep coz the cramps was soooooo bad!! and to make matters worse, my part time maid got my pillows mixed up wiff my 2nd sis's hers are the ones that are very very very soft...like got not cotton filling at all!! when u lie on it, ur head can pratically haf contact wiff the bed (get whad i mean...) i dunno why she likes those.. (it's like as good as lying on the bed sleeping, W/O pillows!!) where else, mine are the ones that are harder than hers...not too soft and not too hard... just nice! keekee
by the time i realise it, my sis was alrd sound asleep, i didn't want to wake her up, so i'll just haf to make do wiff her pillows 1st... but really lah, cannot make it... so, i went outside and took 2 cushion pillows frm my dad, to support the pillows which are not pillows at all...!! hais...not that bad lah but, as x'pected, had sore neck tis morn when i woke up... ah! whad to do..hmmm
_the panda ranted |19:54|
Friday, 11 May 2007
-JUNKI!!!!!!!!!!-
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUNKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hohohoho just got back frm dinner... went toa payoh...
hohoho aft dinner, my dad actually said he wanted to go CD RAMA wiff me and my sis can u believe it??!! my stern daddy actually said that.. usually, if we go out for dinner, he would want us to choose a plc close to hm and also aft dinner, it's home straight...
haha, it was really a supprise!! hoho hahaha xi qi zhen xi qi shld 've liao dao since my dad made such nan de comments/actions i shld b able to find yi xiang bu dao de shou huo...muahahahahaha!!!!
den guess wad...while in CD RAMA, my sis found JUNKI's original single and special limited edition!!!!!! WWWHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! {My Jun My Style} whoooo!!!! got his pics some more...hahahahahahahaha oh no can faint!!! hahaha can u believe it?? i was like a loon on the bus??!!!(very unlike me) hahahahaha
ah!!! it's CD+DVD ahahahahahahah!!!!
just when i needed him most!! hoho
1.i'm feeling drained by exams 2.i'm feeling down for some reasons 3.i'm tired, physically and mentally
hoho...wooooosshh!!
kakakakakakaka
oh yay!!! tmr i shall drag my banker to THAT shop...hahahahaha more JUNKI!!!
:P
PS: ehh how cum just now that one double post??!!
_the panda ranted |19:37|
-THE END-
at las!! the last paper for MYE!!!!
hohohoho
as promised, i pigg all day on my bed... my head nearly split into 2...*sobbs* there's this terrible throb gg on in there hahaha if that's how to put it... ok i'm not making any sense here... :P i juz woke up and had my shower...whooooooooooooo sooo shuang!! hahaha so if i'm crapping too muchy here, pls duo duo bao han... hahaha
hmmm...guess i'll miss exams hahaha serious.. kekeke coz i won't get to be hm early *cries* i tink that's the best part of having exams, u get to be released early hahaha
other den that i dun really fancy it..hohoho haiss cause..look at my prev posts and u'll noe y.. HAISSS
okkkkayyy hmmm... MCQs tdy went smoothly for me except for the qns on the 2nd last pg...i dunno whad the qns wants so i just ti-kam any ans hahaha
hmmm... it's sooo sweet isn't it?? tis cuming mon and tues is marking day and i've still gotta go back for lessons...hohoho aft that for the rest of the wk and the rest of the wk aft that i'll b dismissed frm sch at 5.. hohoho merry x'mas!
cannot blame... tis 28th i'll be sitting for my O level Chinese Language.. hmm so i'll be gg back and staying for intensive lessons... haiss... i just want to get it done with a.s.a.p :P
-bleh-
_the panda ranted |15:16|
-THE END-
at las!! the last paper for MYE!!!!
hohohoho
as promised, i pigg all day on my bed... my head nearly split into 2...*sobbs* there's this terrible throb gg on in there hahaha if that's how to put it... ok i'm not making any sense here... :P i juz woke up and had my shower...whooooooooooooo sooo shuang!! hahaha so if i'm crapping too muchy here, pls duo duo bao han... hahaha
hmmm...guess i'll miss exams hahaha serious.. kekeke coz i won't get to be hm early *cries* i tink that's the best part of having exams, u get to be released early hahaha
other den that i dun really fancy it..hohoho haiss cause..look at my prev posts and u'll noe y.. HAISSS
okkkkayyy hmmm... MCQs tdy went smoothly for me except for the qns on the 2nd last pg...i dunno whad the qns wants so i just ti-kam any ans hahaha
hmmm... it's sooo sweet isn't it?? tis cuming mon and tues is marking day and i've still gotta go back for lessons...hohoho aft that for the rest of the wk and the rest of the wk aft that i'll b dismissed frm sch at 5.. hohoho merry x'mas!
cannot blame... tis 28th i'll be sitting for my O level Chinese Language.. hmm so i'll be gg back and staying for intensive lessons... haiss... i just want to get it done with a.s.a.p :P
-bleh-
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Thursday, 10 May 2007
-buaibuai-
bye bye amaths.. :P
my amaths is dead
dead dead dead dead (rule of more...ahahahahaha - ok not farnie)
the paper 2day is much much much more easier than P1 but still, i noe i cannot make it..i dunno
haissss...
ok let me just face it.. sch's gna get me to drop it... but y??!! when i've finally understood it??!!! ahhhh!!!!!!
my sets!!! i shaded it partly correctly!!! hohoho FMI (for my info), partly correct ans won't get any marks! hohohohoho merry x'mas!
ahhhhh!!!!!! anyway, i'm gonna FORGET all abt it...
forget forget forget forget!!!
tmr las paper (SCI MCQs) aft that i'm gonna piggg all day :P bury myself in slp or food or whad eva not just to FORGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oooossssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhh!!!
hmmm if not watch junki hahahahahahaha
either watch KC or MG hehehehehe ahhhh!!!!
how can sumone be like him??!!
OHYES!!!!!!
hahahahahaha tis sat i'll make a trip to the shop iris introduced to me kekekekeke - more junki stuffs hahahaha
go there and FA XIE... noe wad is fa xie?? hmmm gooooooddd hahaha i'm gg crazy alll b'coz i thot of him hohoho
ahhhh...gg crazy :P
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Wednesday, 9 May 2007
-physics-
kekekekeke... physics will be a breeze if u've known all ur facts and really studied well...
hohoho i didn't
i cried my eyes out yday studying it.. not that i dun like physics or anying of that sort... if i dun like it, i wldn've haf taken it hahahahaha
no, not that :P
mayb it was due to the stress and whad not.. i'm usually not that type that cries easily..especially if it involves stress hoho
nah... cld be b'coz i missed my mum too much.... been tinking lots abt her lately... coz i get to be hm early these days as all my papers are morning papers.. and aft my dad dsposited me at hm, he will go out again, leaving me all alone at home.. so while alone revising, i wld sumtimes tink of her.. [not that i dislike revising alone...i quite like it actually hoho...even more so if the plc is dead quiet]
whenever i study, my mum wld always b wiff me, trying to divert my attn, tease me or play or anyting, just to get me to relax for a while...haisss
yup... i cried and cried and cried... i even wondered y eva do i want to study so hard for, when i noe i'll surely fail...??!!
tis morn, i woke up my eyes were soooooo sore.... and to make tings worse, my gastric hurts T.T plus i went to sch W/O my specs...ahhhhhhhh!!!! *cry cry*
heh, but still my phy paper was still okay for me...i think... i dunno how to do sum calculations, so i just use statements and sum common sense to ans the qns :P
hoho at the begining, i just kept skipping qns, skipping and skipping... my paper was totally blank!!! hahahaha i even thot that i'll just hand in blank paper so i just kept skipping and skipping qns untill i come across those i noe how to do...hoho but for sum unknown reasons, i still managed to fin the paper (thanfully, it wasn't blank!! ahahaha) hoho but still i tink i wldn't do well...i dunno arrggghh!!
_the panda ranted |10:24|
Monday, 7 May 2007
-paper 2-
woooooooooooooooooooootttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!
paper 2 (emaths) tdy hmmm....not bad... if i fail, i desevered it! y?? i DID NOT revise nor study for it over the wkends... HA
my laziness can b the end of me...
hmmm...this seems werid eh the...er...dunno how to put it... erm never mind... hoho
scary tmr's amaths...haisssssss just finished tution...cleared my doubts, but i still feel that i've got plenty more doubts to go... YYYY!???
haisss....
has anyone tried a pomegranate juice drink?? if no, i recommend you try it...keekee...not bad not bad :P
back to reality: oh no!!! haisss...dunno whad to do... i can do wiff some evaporation process here...lemmi jus evaporate ya whad to do whad to do??
hmmm...just by saying/typing/thinking "whad to do" won't actually do anyting huh?? guess i'll just go mugg for amaths and give my best shot for paper one tmr...
JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!! KEMBAHTEH!!!!!!!!
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Friday, 4 May 2007
-chemistry-
as expected - KILLER MOLES came out hohoho and just as i've expected, i din do any of 'em nice
owwwwwwwwwwwww part of it is tough part of it isn't... ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! pass/fail?? 50-50
is food allowed during O LEVELS?? coz i was growling like nobody's biz in the middle of the paper...
ahhhh!!!!!!! y?? y??!!! y am i getting hungry these days in the middle of nth??!!! hmmm....HAIYOH!!!
arghhh!!!!!! my mid yr gone case alrd!!! i'm hopeless....
i'm left wiff EMATHS P2 , AMATHS PHYSICS
all gone case already...GONE WITH THE WIND
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Thursday, 3 May 2007
-aftermath-
hoho... tdy's goeg and emaths paper?? BYE BYE {as expected}
goodness!!!! it's sooo difficult... 15 pages (emaths), 2 hrs yeah, technically, the duration is enough, but logically, if the paper is soo tough, 2 hrs is not enuff!! there goes 13mrks (these mrks belongs to those qns that i do not noe how to do) dun for get to deduct mrks off those tat i got it wrong...HAISSSS
geog paper?? another killer paper dun tok abt it... my xin xue all down the drain alrd... (cry me a river...) hoho all those that i've studied for DID NOT cum out... fer get it, it's just not my day tdy...
hmm... chem paper tmr... haiss i dunno :{ prep of salt, cations/anions, redox, wooooooossssssshhhhhhhh and a whole chunk more!!!! not to for get - KILLER MOLESS!!!!!
just pray that the chem paper can go easy on me... :( guess my dad or sis has got to make a trip down to sch on the 26th of may aferall...it's meet the parents session - BLEH
haha, it's a saturday some more...guess sch arranged it on that day, so that no one student can haf the excuse that my parents are both not around, they are working (hey! ppl still do work on saturdays)
why??!! WHY??!!
hmmm...will keep my fingers cross..hope that everyting will be alrite for me keeekee
will it??
_the panda ranted |18:15|
Wednesday, 2 May 2007
-MYE-
peek-a-boo!
kakakakakakaka... my previous blog died a sudden death... tried to retrive it, but i FORGOT my password...how much further can i get???!!!!
hmmm...but nvm, can do a new one hohoho
hais...it's the time of the year again - EXAMS PERIOD it's the mid years now...
just sat for my eng language, social studies and chinese language paper... duno how will i fare... i really did my best (it's my 1st time for mid year).... i really dun wanna fail (who wants btw??) i put in soo much effort..especially for my social studies... i tink i did reasonably well, but nevertheless, on d other hand, i tink i did badly...whad to do?? bosh!
hmmm....tmr's Emaths P1 and Geog paper.... dunno y but i'm feeling jumpy now... did not feel the same for the prev 3 papers... cld tis b an omen?? nay, i'm thinking too much...touched my nerve, perhaps.. wooooooossssssshhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
relax...relax....
bleh...did not go to sch tdy...had an astmah attack... it was pouring las nite, the rain did not end till eh...not sure when...late morning i presume... was feeling too miserable to take note of da time.... i only got beta when i took my medication (of cors...hahaha)and a cup of hot drink... whooooooo...did not had the attack for quite sometime alrd, was worn out by it...
wonder if i'll be OKAY for tmr's MYE...
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me myself and i` ((:
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