Kismet

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2010-11-14T20:57:00.001+08:00

折れた淡い翼

君は少し青すぎる空に疲れただけさ

もう誰かの為じゃなくて

自分のために笑って佳いいよ

happy

2010-10-28T15:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
till i'm gg insane
!!!!!!!!

2010-10-20T12:29:00.001+08:00

just remember in the winter,
far beneath the bitter snow,
lies the seed,

that with the sun's love
in the spring,
becomes a rose

hmmmm.....

2010-10-11T13:38:00.003+08:00

need to tink of a quicker way to speed up my workload....
hmmmmm

haissss wish time could fly faster than it is now....

not sure y but am feeling nervous now....
y is tat so??

cough cough and coughs

2010-10-07T11:37:00.001+08:00

ah am having brain freeze now
and the cough that i'm having now
ain't doing me any good...

argggggg

this
feels
terrible

argggggg

一个月

2010-10-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

好快啊！！！
一个月就这样过去了。。。
我也懵懵懂懂的当了一个月的实习生
好快啊。。。
会不会一眨眼我实习的六个月也会
就这样的过了呢？？希望如此哦 :)

i'm hungry now.... T.T

a mth has come and gone by in a blink of an eye
a mth isn't very long now that i've reflect upon it
it really isn't...

it's so short...
maybe that's the reason why 12mths has to be
put together in order to form a year....

it's so short that that's the reason why
i find that i've lost you for such a long long time

i missed you....

another week

2010-09-25T08:22:00.002+08:00

another week zapped by
and so was mid autumn...

mid autumn this year for me ended just like
any other regular day..

anyways, i'm now into my 3rd week of attachment
hope things just get better as everything goes along =)

fun, joy and laughter

2010-09-19T10:47:00.002+08:00

last night was fun
had a great time with me relatives =)

if everyday were to be this fun, time would surely
pass by pleasently "}

haiss
another week ahead =)
thank god that i survived a week already =)

there are more weeks to come
hopefully, all that is well ends well =)

the day i cried

2010-09-15T22:48:00.003+08:00

i cried
hadn't cried since they left

i cried again today
i dunno why

i cried cos i was lonely and needed 'em
i cried cos i was scared
i cried cos i felt somthing that i've not felt in a long time
i cried cos i missed you

i cried cos i was lost in life and at work
i cried cos i think i needed too
i cried cos i had too

i dunno why i cried
i just had too
i think....

it ended

2010-09-13T06:12:00.002+08:00

my tiny weeny break ended like a breeze
now it's time to get myself cracking =)

hope everything goes on smoothly

can't wait =)

no papers

2010-09-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all my papers ended yday
now is a tiny weeny break for meself
b4 i go for fyp/iap

yay!!!!!!!!!!!
i can sleep at last!!!

the final 6mths HERE I COME!!!

=PP

btw, the last paper for me was crap
i just totally screwed it

as for the rest of it i just pray that i'll
get a pass grade ") hopefully =}

3rd paper

2010-09-02T11:06:00.001+08:00

did no revision whad so eva
when i had a brk yday
sorta just wasted it haiss

now i'm muggin hopping things get into
my head
haisss

my paper is only bout 4 hrs away??

hoohoo all the best to me
hohoho

two down

2010-08-31T16:32:00.001+08:00

done with SFG
that one's just crap

a day off tmr...taking it to study for EBM
just slackg abit now =pp

ahh i miss my tomato soup T.T

one down

2010-08-30T13:35:00.001+08:00

DD is done and over with....

nxt up wld be SFG
arghhh i swear i did not touch that pile
of SFG notes since the begining of sem

crap crap crap

first paper

2010-08-29T19:09:00.002+08:00

first paper tmr...
it's drug development for short, DD

actually, DD = Dying Dreadfully (in my context)

seriously, i just hope:

1. what eva i mugged for comes out
2. my seat is not the first one in the row (cos that sux)
3. everything is smooth sailing
4. i can rmbr what i studied
5. even if i cant ans the qns i can crap thru it

....i'm so dead for DD....

last week

2010-08-22T13:29:00.002+08:00

last week of the holis....

really, it took an eternity to come
and it just took a couple of nanoseconds to go...
y can't it last longer???

haiss
anyway time for mugging
been slacking so now it's time to mug...
boohoo

aft exams wld be my fyp/iap
it's gna last for 6mths...
hope everything goes smoothly
=)

cant wait....

tomorrow

2010-08-17T16:19:00.002+08:00

PCT test/exam tmr
really am not in the mood to study for it

seriously....

i want smthg but at the same time
i dunno what i want...it's contridicting
and infurating

mayb it'd be good if i just nap abit
but if i nap, i'll have to burn the midnight oil
which is smtg i do not want at all!!

haisss
mayb i'll just read PCT until i fall aslp...

it's near

2010-08-03T20:19:00.002+08:00

holidays are really near
i can feel it

but it also seem so far...

today i woke up thinking that it's a Saturday...
apparently this proves that Monday passed on
by like a week to me...

i can't wait for the holis

now i really noe what it means to be
so near yet so far....

...

2010-07-28T19:48:00.004+08:00

Time is too slow for those who wait
Too swift for those who fear
Too long for those who grieve
Too short for those who rejoice
But, for those who love -
Time is eternity

saw this on a website...
it's very true =)

weekends

2010-07-25T18:55:00.002+08:00

seriously, why do weekends have to end so fast??
feeling so crappy now haiss
there's a test tmr and i've yet to touch my notes
will mugg later....haisss

feeling depressed and deprived

sad sad sad

mondays always make me blue

this is crap!

hating it

2010-07-19T14:23:00.002+08:00

i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it
MOST IMPORTANTLY I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

quickly

2010-06-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

whoot just counting down the days to the
june holis
seems like it's the last of the long holis that i'll have
hohoho

bud anyway,
i'm just glad in a way too =)
time seems to be gg on rapid flying wings
the next thing i knew it's half the year alrd!!

just kip lookg forward and it'll be fine rite??
haha hopefully i'm just lookg forward now =)

anyway...i seriously do believe
that
pandora's box as well as poseidon exists
or existed =)
i do....

A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes

2010-05-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

a dream is a wish your heart makes
when you're fast asleep
in dreams you'll loose your heartache
whatever you wish to keep

have faith in your dreams and someday, someday
your rainbow will come smiling through
no matter how your heart is grieving,
if you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

....

really loved this song =)
it's frm one of my childhood fairytales
just remembered it when i'm feeling
depressed and feeling bleak...

sad sad sad

2010-05-01T15:20:00.002+08:00

depressed...
my chain snapped the prev morning and then,
later on in the day my bracelet snapped...
there were a set!
hais mayb they were ment to come and
go as a set... =(

first week

2010-04-26T13:31:00.003+08:00

first week of sch went by rather smoothly....
but it's the first week so there's really nothing much to expect
but the real thing kicks in now huh...
it's week two starting today

anyways, there WERE changes but are they good changes i'm not sure
some changes does seem to have the prospect for the better
but some are just too early to judge....
but having changes sometimes is good isn't it?
:}

however, there are some things that didn't change..
well needless to say what it is....
but it doesn't matter now since it's nearing the finale already
change or no change dosen't matter anymore...

just look foreward and the day will just wheeze by sooner than we expect
....

school going

2010-04-12T11:01:00.002+08:00

this is just crap!!
why do holidays haf end so quickily??
haiss

going back nxt week and all the irksome ppl
will start wrecking havoc again and causing
unneccessary problems
all in all it's back to square one again

hopefully there's a change for the better somewhere
this semester

well well well
i've just have to immense in this short and
fleeting time of peacfulness and my pace-ness
before all the craziness gets all topsy turvy....

happie birthday

2010-04-11T20:20:00.001+08:00

happy birthday!!!
hope you liked the cakes i bort fer ya yesterday =)
enjoy! it's your day!
love ya loads!!

pissed

2010-03-24T08:40:00.003+08:00

the time now - 850am
i'm pissed!
not even an hr aft i've woken up..and i'm pissed

i'm so pissed off
really really pissed off

i'm not blowing my top cos i noe its not worth it

.....
i'm happy just where i am now.....

nodame & kaiji

2010-03-23T10:23:00.002+08:00

went for nodame at 1050am yday wiff laopo
nice show but with a sad ending..
haiss
such an innocent love have to end up in misery

than, at 7 went for kaiji with sis and laopo
nice show too but too predictable..haiss
hahah but the endg is a good one =))
really loved the brave man's road part...
and the part where they played emperor and salve card
those parts...wooot!

sale sale sale

2010-03-11T11:26:00.006+08:00

i bort this top on impluse and realised
that it didn't really suit me..... =p

No price tag

Brand new

bort it at 27, selling it at 22

length 61cm . width 42 cm

interested email me at icykristal@hotmail.com

meet up collection at either ang mo kio hub or raffles place
mailing is also avaliable, just include your address in the email
additional $1.50 for normal postage

NO PAYMENT, NO DELIVERY

*payment details given upon email reply..

=)

alice in 3D

2010-03-07T19:23:00.002+08:00

watched alice in 3D tdy
haha cool experience!! but the head hurts aft i got
out of the theater...not sure if it's the sun or the 3D effects
hahahah but it's cool all in all hehe
loads of kids in there tho...some cried some are just
noisy haiss but nevertheless, show's great!
hahaha mad hatter is really funny hahahaha
and while in the middle of the show i missed paddy T.T

anyways, the whole time in there i was waiting for the part
where the lead role will have to follow the yellow brick road
only until somewhere nearing the end then i realised that
that's Wizard of Oz...
hey hey hey but can't blame me, both alice and dorothy wore
nearly the same outfit....both has got blue and white and both
got "flushed" into a altogether whole new world...hohoho
hahaha
anyways great show and great effects! but the seats we chose were
too front neck hurts an awful lot... T.T

over over OVER

2010-03-06T19:53:00.003+08:00

yayyyyyyyyy!!!
okay, it's abit late (2days acutally)
but EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!! O.V.E.R over!
woohoooooooooo!!!
hahaha
anyways, i dun wanna tink abt it for now
all i wan now is to take my break and think of other things
other than school =p

haiss really wanna cut down the KGs
(snacked a little too much while mugging)
hmmm well than my resolutions for this year
would be to shed off those kilos
(since i'm alrd late in rejoicing, might as well be late in making
my new yr resolution?!) hahahahaha

anywas, holis are like abt only a mth, not the usual
2 mths haisss sianed
now i'm watching kyo kara all over again
i watched it while during my long break aft Os the other time....
it sure brought back lots of bitter sweet memories

ahhh time sure does flies haiss
hmm shldn't i be feeling happy that exams are over
y am i feeling burdened??? odd...

....listening to "Troublemaker" by arashi
"輝きを秘めたハートビート"
=)

trust

2010-02-12T12:57:00.000+08:00

trust is a fragile thing....

2010-02-09T10:57:00.002+08:00

poseidon could cause a tempest, drown the seas and even shake the earth....
he could also calm the tempest and restore the peacefulness....

i hope he can guide me through this stormy sea and help me
find the peace i need....

pandora's box

2010-01-30T17:09:00.002+08:00

In Greek mythology,
there were once two brothers named
Epimetheus and Prometheus.
This pair of brothers were unhappy with the gods and
annoyed the most powerful of Gods, Zeus.
However, this pair of brothers weren't
the first of mortals to anger him.
Humans have angered him from time to time in the past,
and as punishment, he took the element Fire away from them.
With Fire gone, they could not cook their own food and they can't
keep themselves warm.
As such they were even more upset with Zeus.

However, Prometheus knew that Hephaetus the blacksmith,
who lived in the Isle of Lemons
owns the element Fire.
He travelled all the way to where Hephaetus lived
and stole Fire from him, and gave it to the mortals.
When Zeus learnt about what Prometheus had done,
he was furious and decided to punish the mortals due their
lack of respect.

He (Zeus) came up with a plan.
A plan to punish the brothers.
Together with Hephaetus, they both created
a woman out of clay and goddess Athene breathed
a breath of life into it. Aphrodite shaped her into a beauty
and Hermes taught her the ways of deceit and charm.
Zeus named her Pandora, and gave her to Epimetheus as a gift.
When Epimetheus laid his eyes on her,
he had fallen for her charm and beauty instantly,
thinking that such a beaut will not cause any harm to humans.
With that, he took her hand in marriage.
Despite many warnings from his brother not to accept any gifts
from Zeus, he did not heed them.

Pleased that his plan had succeded,
Zeus than gave Pandora a box
as a wedding gift and told her not to open it.
She promised not to open the box.
However, of all things she was taught by the gods and goddess,
she wasn't taught the cure to curiosity.
She was greatly curious about the contents in the box.
Many a times she was tempted to open the box,
to see what was inside
the box that Zeus had fobid her to open at any cost.

Finally, she couldn't resist the temptations any longer and
opened the box!
Out came bursting Death, Misery, Diseases, Poverty,
Sadness, Greed, Jealousy, and many other terrible evils that
Zeus had packed in.
Seeing what she had done, Pandora was scared.
She quickly close the lid of the box to prevent any more
ill happenings, however she was too late.
Most of the contents were already spilled out.

What remains in the box was Hope.
In her state of flutter, she had sealed
Hope away, forever.

~~~~~~~~~~~ ........ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Knowing this myth made me realised that
hope is something that is hard to come by
as it's sealed up, wating to be released one day.
Knowing this also made me understand why
so many kinds of people are around.
Knowing this made me yearn for hope more and more
.......

time is running out

2010-01-29T12:24:00.002+08:00

good heavens!
exams are coming and i've not yet started on anth
waitg to flunk like i've before....

this is just sickening
plus i really dun understand y some ppl can just
be so unreasonable and all in all simply terrible

is it my god damn fault if you took everyting to do and
leave non for others and when evalution comes you took full credit?!
and discriminate behind my back?
damn you!
i didn't think you would fall so low!

haisss cannabalised place.....

"I think i'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
You've created" -muse, time is running out

木兰情

2010-01-16T19:15:00.004+08:00

我看的见云在天上混乱的飞
我听的见滚滚沙场埋一滴泪
这是谁的沙漠
我忘了我是谁
又是谁让这天灰
醒在黑山睡在黄河风吹往北
昨日故乡东市骏马在等着谁
铁衣下的你我
从患难到心碎
我问天是白是黑

一颗心葬了几滴泪
一生情背我往前飞
记住这天地中的美
沧海世界
一眼成灰
我想喝家里的井水
却吞下生死的滋味
就让我敬往事一杯
对自己说
绝不后退

醒在黑山睡在黄河风吹往北
昨日故乡东市骏马在等着谁
铁衣下的你我
从患难到心碎
我问天是白是黑

lately is just ridiculous....

hope is something that is hard to come by
that's why pandora sealed hope up
and did not unleash it....isn't it?

.....

pandas

2010-01-15T00:19:00.002+08:00

new skin hahaha
and it's pandas!!!!!

tho its the new year but sch didn't start anew
more ppl wif attitude probs
more ppl getting more selfish by the second
more ppl getting frm bad to worse
more and more ppl getting out of hand
haisss
terrible.....

i just want to go live w the pandas
leading a life of my pace-ness,
chewing on the bamboos
and strolling abt
deviod of all these ridicule
how wonderful.....すばらしね.

haisss...
that's impossible!

it's the nearing one and i'm not the least bit tired
tinkg of stayg till 7 plus in the morn and get rdy for
freaky marketg at 9...bummer

haiss....
the multitude of projects and endless reports
are the very devil
i'm getting confused in everything
it's crazy for starters!!!!!
same goes for the exam timetable
it just gets crazier
but look on the brite side....the earlier i'm through w it
the earlier i'm done w!

haisss crazy plc w crazy ppl

e-learnig week

2010-01-04T10:17:00.003+08:00

it's E week for sch...
thank the good heavens!
i've yet to do up my reports

最近わ元気じゃないな...
haiss

celebrated 010110 wiff meg and my sis tgt wif bro in law
at Irodori Restrn
also at the same time celebrating my bday in advance
she was abit cranky tat day mayb cos she was arnd ppl she didn't knew
tats y...

haisss i'm sooo sooo sooo tired

玫瑰 by 刘子千

2009-12-29T13:32:00.003+08:00

哪里有不谢的玫瑰
能永远不枯萎

哪里寻找到真的
相互真诚以对

时间不停留
光阴恰似流水

不把握只有后悔

别找太多的理由
也别说无所谓
没有任何的原因
不真心相对
想想看自己吧
是否惭愧
沙漠绿洲有雨水
别在错过机会

在我心里的玫瑰
千年生命在轮回

找到幸福之前
要期待美丽明天

世上还有温暖
别装着看不见
要擦亮那一双眼

何必编制些理由
也不再不理会
不管任何的原因
要真心面对
别让自己的选择
变成后悔
明天的太阳升起
别在错过机会

不再轻叹
没有抱怨
世界上还有温暖

找到之前
期待明天
有一道光明灿烂

别找太多的理由
也别说无所谓
没有任何的原因
不真心相对
想想看自己吧
是否惭愧
沙漠绿洲有雨水
别在错过机会
何必编制些理由
也不再不理会
不管任何的原因
要真心面对
别让自己的选择
变成后悔
明天的太阳升起
别在错过机会

saw this song's music video yday
and i love the song!!!

christmas

2009-12-28T10:23:00.002+08:00

this year's christmas was pretty much different frm
the previous ones
there wasn't any xmas feel or touch to it...

met up wiff my sister, bro in law and megan for brunch
hahaha meg was such a sweetie =)
aft tat went for a small walk tgt and den it was home

can't really rmbr wad happ when me and my sis got home
i tink we played cluedo...
yeah...we played cluedo
until dinner....and tat was it - christmas

=)

anyways, my cannabalised world is gna
start all over again when term starts
and it's going to be more bloody and violent
.....
i hate it and it's driving me insane
it disgusts me from my innards!

kiss goodbye

2009-12-16T15:42:00.005+08:00

with less than a month and i'm kissing 18 goodbye
reflecting back on being 18:

firstly, there was this anticipataion that i'm turning 18 hahaha
but when i AM 18, there really ain't anth special abt it haha
however it's also great being 18 haha
yeah ironic i know.. =P
everyone says being 18 is the best budd y do i feel so old being 18??
mayb it's bcos me being 18 puts me in a cannabalised community
tat's y....

anyway, hahaha
soon to be four mths old megan darling
and i would be celebrating my 18+1 birthday
and her being 4mths old together!!! hehehe

lookg at baby megan really puts away all those
troubles and problems
i know she'll be one that will grow up and bring joy
to all those around her =)

okok back to my terrible cannabalised community
haiss common test is coming to a halt pretty much soon
lets say i fore see 6Fs?? i just flunk it alrite...
whoots...
thinkg abt havg to see them "eatg" each other up
just disgust me a whole lot!

我从秋天等到安静的落叶
还不够时间倒带想念
就像电影情节最后完结篇
退色的画面没有笑脸
我的记忆摇晃着昨天我还有感觉
一抬头什么都看不见雨后的无言

红橙黄绿我都找不到的晴天
从此我们两个世界
在灰色季节渐渐忘记你的一切
过几年我在原点
彩虹出现而我再也找不到
美丽的蝴蝶偏偏飞不上天
对你的想念再也寄不到
你世界
地址是再见

我从秋天等到安静的落叶
还不够时间倒带想念
就像电影情节最后完结篇
退色的画面没有笑脸
我的记忆摇晃着昨天我还有感觉
一抬头设么都看不见雨后的无言

红橙黄绿我都找不到的晴天
从此我们两个世界
在灰色季节渐渐忘记你的一切
过几年我在原点
彩虹出现而我再也找不到
美丽的蝴蝶偏偏飞不上天
对你的想念再也寄不到
你世界
地址是再见

红橙黄绿我都找不到的晴天
从此我们两个世界
在灰色季节渐渐忘记你的一切
过几年我在原点
彩虹出现而我再也找不到
美丽的蝴蝶偏偏飞不上天
对你的想念再也寄不到
你世界
地址是再见.....

crap! i'm spose to be revisg for the last 2 papers!!!

cannibalism

2009-11-05T16:06:00.002+08:00

so much things gg on
and so many disruptions...

haiss sch now is just a
cannibalised world

too much tings gg on and
nothing can be said...

crap!

2009-10-16T20:24:00.005+08:00

back to school on monday....
i'm sulking...
the timetable is horrible!!!!
morning timetable again!!!
i had enuff of it for the past 6mths
and now?? another 4 more mths or so of it....
adding on,
as if monday blues are not bad enuff
monday's packed like crap,
starting @ 9am
followed by 2 hrs break
and den 2 diff tutorials
and lastly pract session
it's the SAME module for the whole day - SAME
(be it lects, tuts and practs, same!)
cept for one of the tutorials, it's different...
tuesday's not that bad, begining with 2hrs of pract
followed by another 2hrs of pract den an hr break
and aft that tutorials and lectures until school ends
thursdays are the coolest!!!!
lecture fer the whole time until it's time to knock off!
fergot the mention wednesdays too, but with practs!
friday is like a repeat of monday but with different modules tho
arghhh
this timetable is just like the living dead!!
i leave house before the sun is up and i knock off after the sunsets...
....
=.=
practically...

泪了

2009-10-06T13:29:00.002+08:00

天快亮了
能不能别离开呢
沉没像首悲伤的歌
无伤视线却模糊了
你要走了
也带走所有快乐
甜蜜的片段散落了
你倦了心冷了我哭了
那流星闪过
我们许下一个愿望
要在一起绝不分离
你怎么放弃了
星空在闪烁
像你的眼泪
悄悄划过
当你放开了手
离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁
而我的眼泪忍住
不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远离开我

离开我了
梦醒了还剩什么
我要的幸福消失了
你的心曾经属于我的
那流星闪过
我们许下一个愿望
要在一起
绝不分离
你怎么放弃了
星空在闪烁
像你的眼泪
悄悄划过
当你放开了手
离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁
而我的眼泪忍住
不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远离开我
有过的快乐
我都记得
回忆还旋转着
爱怎么停了
我们都泪了

星空在闪烁
像你的眼泪
悄悄划过
当你放开了手
离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁
而我的眼泪忍住
不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远离开我

sunday

2009-09-29T14:09:00.003+08:00

managed to shed of a kg in one week or was it two??!
way to go!!!
hahaha
がんばって !!!

haixx
sch's gna reopen soon
haixx
tat's just too annoying

anyways look on the brite side
sun's coming and i get to see
precious meg hahahaha

yippies!!!

loving you , missing you

2009-09-21T22:35:00.003+08:00

it's been 4 years since we parted
so much as changed, so much has happened
i'm so much lesser now - from the inside
i know you'll wouldn't want to see me in this state
but, me missing you is now a very very
important part of my life...
sometimes i really think that i live to miss you
everyday i wake up missing you...
everynight i go to bed missing you...
tho i've come to terms with my present plight
but i still can't let go of you totally...
i believed that time itself heals my wound
but time itself too adds more wounds -
the amount of time that i've spent with you
will be outgrown by the amount of time i've lost you
i miss you, everything about you.
i love you.

two years went by since we said goodbye
it was one of the hardest goodbyes i've said
since 4 years back...
up till now i still can't grasp the reality of it
even if i do, i'm forcing myself
everything seems surreal...
what u've taught me i'll not forget
what we've shared together i'll forever treasure
i love you & i miss you.

i've loved you both always,
more than eva, even more than a second ago
i've loved you both all the while and not know
it until it's too late, too far fetched
perhaps i've loved you both more than
you love me.
perhaps i've missed you both more than
you miss me.
perhaps...

one thing for sure,
with no doubt whatsoeva,
i love both of u - mum , dad

...i love you

another week

2009-09-19T12:22:00.002+08:00

this weeks past by swiftly....
in a blink of an eye
in another 3 weeks time Megan honey
will be a month old alrd!!
whoot!

haiss anyways,
i can't help but to tink of
the past
how i wish i'm tinkg of those good ol times
but i ain't...
the ghosts of the past are daunting!

you'll be forever missed...

busy week

2009-09-16T20:47:00.002+08:00

had a busy week, last week
phew! thank the saints that
it's all settled now

i had fallen sick
due to
this busy and tight schedule
not only me, my sis too!
both of us at the same time

adding on, the haze is
adding respiratory problems for both of us
(astmahtic history)
haisss

tho ive recovered
about 70%
my sis ain't as lucky
mayb cos she isn't a fruit and vits taker
gotta prepare some fruit salad for her tho

anyways, before i fell sick,
i visited my 2nd sis and darling MEGAN
hehehe
her tiny hands are just so adorable
altho when i was there she was fast aslp,
but i saw her smiling face of her deep slumber
CUTE and ANGELIC! wonder what was she dreaming about
teehee
love her so much!!
she's a bundle of joy!!!

I LOVE MEGAN!!!!

PS: fatin!!!!! i misssssss u toooooooo!!!!!

i'm craving for movies and/or kbox...anyone????

i love you!

2009-09-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

my longe awaited niece has arrieved!
LOVE HER SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!
hahaha

she's so cute and baby-ish
haha

was so excited i can't even concentrate on wrk today!!

she's such a sweetie =DD

i've foreseen it that i'll
dote on my niece so very much
hahahaha!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

it's nearing

2009-09-07T11:59:00.000+08:00

the arrival of my niece is approaching!!!
yeppies!!!
hahaha
am lookg forward to it =)))
after all these sadness there's finally
a shed of happiness and joy =))
all these while of wantg to give up and all
if not for my forth coming niece i
wldn't haf pulled thru thus far...
she's a little bundle of joy =DD

dinner and hand in soup!

2009-09-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

las nite's dinner was hilarious!
my rite hand was stained wiff some kinda sauce
and left hand was drinking my tea...
seeing that i was grossly uncomfortable, my sis
took out her tissue and wipe the sauce off the hand for me
haha and after that she all back into her dinner again
and very convienently and i tink on the most part,
sub conciously, she dump my hand back onto the table
and little did she noe she dump my hand into my bowl of soup!
and she didn't noe!!
i retrieved my hand and showed her wad she had done and
she even asked what happened she just cleaned it for me!
i told her wad she did and she can even reply wiff
"oh! i did?!" and den help me clean up the soaked hand....
and funny-ly, she wrapped my pointing finger up wiff the tissue
like a bandage! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAX
SHE'S THE BEST!

new

2009-08-29T12:41:00.001+08:00

in the midst of my exams
haiss got a really really bad feeling about it.....

anyway lots of stuffs happened between my last post and now

and wheneva i wanted to blog...there's always a problem
just lately my modem died a silent death...
printer said a sudden goodbye
haiss
why is everything leaving me??

sad stuffs, happy stuffs, everything happened during this long absence

there's once me and my sis cabbed down to PS and halfway thru the journey,
she realised she's cash-less and so am I.
the cab was an old version one and do not accept NETS.
we dug all that we could possibly dig like crazy ppls
and it sum up to not even half the fare
whoots!

lo and behold, i found 20bucks in the intercompartment of my wallet
all thanks to my sis
stuffing the change frm previous day's take out there!
for a split sec i felt like a dolt!
haha

haisss back than it was farnie
now i tought back about i cant luff
i wonder y...

also, i dunno why there always
will be MOROONS around me
a pathetic one some more!
such a poor fella
i'll dedicate a song to YOU!
pay close attn to the lyrics
dude!

Oh i'm growing tired
Of allowing you to steal
Everything I have
You are making me feel

Like I was born to service you
But i'm growing by the hour

You left us far behind
So we discard our souls
And blaze through your skies
so unafraid to die

Coz I was born to destroy you
I am growing by the hour

And I'm getting strong in every way
mark that
and dont infuriate me any more!

anyways, other den this hateful/detestful moroon
i'm into this song now
指头还残留
你为我擦的指甲油
没想透你好像说过
你和我会不会有以后

世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱

当我靠在你耳朵
只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔
只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够
让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄
不停守候在你心门口

我的伤和眼泪化为乌有
为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙
爱你的我

世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱

当我靠在你耳朵
只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔
只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够
让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄
不停守候在你心门口

我的伤和眼泪化为乌有
为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙
爱你的我

爱你的我
不能停止脉搏
为了爱你奋斗
就请你让我说出口

爱只能够
让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄
不停守候在你心门口

我的伤和眼泪
化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际
小小宇宙爱你的我

爱你的我 ~
爱你的我 ~
really nice song, really!
hahaha

and, i'm back to my dieting self again
.....

sadness

2009-08-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

felt sadness and wanted to brawl like a newborn
child tdy in the middle of lecture tdy

it took so much of me to hold it back
it was so much to take...

why is this happening?

i begining to not know...

hmmm..

2009-08-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

hmmm...
time flies and people change

wish you were here to be my guide...
i hate the now, the present

from where u're everything is cyrstal clear isn't it?

if u were here i wont be who i am now
if u were here things would be different
if u were here u can still hear me say i love you
if u were here u can celebrate the upcoming joy of a new addition to the family
if u were here i can smile and be happy
all, if u were here...

if u were here i can still feel your love

hating myself

2009-07-26T22:27:00.001+08:00

am hating myself here...argggg
the week didn't start off well nor did it during!
everything went out of hands and
the hate for myself increases tenfolds each day!
!
just hope everything gets back to normal starting form the upcoming week
sem exams are coming and so are the long awaited and deserved holidays!
everything just sux!

tears welled up and flow like high tide
but nothing ease what i'm missing

黑黑的天空低垂
亮亮的繁星相随
虫儿飞
虫儿飞
你在思念谁

天上的星星流泪
地上的玫瑰枯萎
冷风吹
冷风吹
只要有你陪

虫儿飞
花儿睡
一双又一对才美
不怕天黑
只怕心碎
不管累不累
也不管东南西北

2009-07-15T21:23:00.004+08:00

比想象中更痛你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着找回光和热
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折
是美的

你眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你
深深的
心碎成了沙漠就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

my smile

2009-07-02T20:09:00.004+08:00

hiding my sadness away,
I began thinking about the past
and the sweet sweet memories of it...
no words can describe how wonderous it was -
it was my past.

the more i want the memory to linger,
the further it drifts
it's now too distant away from me,
something i cannot grasp anymore -
it was my past

but,
determined to let you see that smile
i'll continue living each day
as if nothing has changed

though it hurts a whole lot
but i'll wait patiently for
the time to come
when it will hurt a little lesser
and wait even more
for it to stop hurting

all these
for the smile you wanted to see

......

rotting away

2009-06-04T13:32:00.002+08:00

in sch now...
rotting away hahaha sort of

tutorial tdy passed by real quick!!
tink cos it was cos of the presentations
else the lecturer's slow "lullaby" voice will draw me to instant sleep!
lecture was, as usual - no one understood a single word
and our lecturer she her self noes it but no choice
her accent is just too strong
she stutters and tumbles over her words far too often....

haisss nxt weeks' still her....gosh!!!
i'm gna flunk this topoc for ABC
not that i want too

anyway i'm rotting away here and i'm bored
not doin much

said tat didn't wanna rush to do a las min wrk for the projects
but in d end i'd bet it's still a las min job along with sleepless nites
and displeasure-ments at either ends!

y am i surprised? (NOT)

strained

2009-06-01T18:03:00.001+08:00

physically and mentally strained

....

watashi genki jaanai

痕迹

2009-05-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

无法消失无法消失五月雨的痕迹
无法亁固泪痕
无法抹去无法抹去浮现在夜中
心爱的人的身影
散步在夕阳映照下的河边
与你一同笑着
今晚的晚餐要吃什么
如此微小地微小地普通的幸福
已过世的你在我心中化成一块痕迹

即使爱上了别人
也僅是别人
无论跨越多少季节
我好害怕真的远离且消失
望着紫羅兰的花朵即使美丽也总有一日
將会枯去吧...
当时间染上夕暑的朱红
水上只剩我们俩...
身影逐渐相叠
我害怕重叠为一
但当迟至察觉时
才发现水面却只剩一人...

那一天埋下的心的种子
过了二十天后荬芽
即使形体已变爱却永远不变
温柔的光线...

lost

2009-05-21T19:13:00.002+08:00

these past years passed by quickily
i was blinded to anything and everything

i thot it was all a dream
a dream that i hope nvr to wake up too...
if this dream is already so dire
reality must be worst...

things change and ppl change
but
the past will nvr change

i hope it all stays frozen in time
but i know it never will
nvr in a thousand million years

even if i does stay frozen and intact
when it's uncovered it'll disintegrate
in nanoseconds
just like it would be in archeology...
or so

this is a willful thinking of mine
that can never b thru....

i'm numb and tired
and i have enough of all those nonsense
i want to see an end to it....

.......

sick

2009-05-17T21:21:00.002+08:00

sick-ed for the past week
and now am recovering

out of 5 schooling daze i went for 1
cool! (not)

anyways gg back tmr for the week

in an blink of an eye COMMON TESTS are
just round the turn!!!

hoho
year two is halfway thru!!!!!
omg haha

attatchment is on her way
just the thot of it sends chills down my spine

brrrrr....

atlas!!!! the air-con is fixed
and i can see polar bears in my room again hahaha!!

haisss saw house of the dead the latest one just now
argggggg it'd be nice if i cld get it
bet it'll be thrilling on my wii!!!
haisss but gotta save up the money and get my study table

hahaha house of the dead 2 and 3 is just as nice tooo!!! =)))

素晴しい世界！！

the fall

2009-05-07T21:19:00.002+08:00

haiss

aches and pains and DISCOMFROT

fell in sch yday due to the rain
slipped and fell butt down in a siting position

now my lower body at the rite hip feels
sore and achy not the mention my shoulder too
(and i dunno why)
arggg in other words it's the whole back
luckily tmr is a FRIDAY
for gawd sake
thank god for friday

doc says the fall is fine no problems
but haf to take xtra care and monitor situation
it's only a muscle pull/ache but haf to careful....

argggggg DISCOMFORTING!!!!!

one week down

2009-05-04T12:44:00.002+08:00

another week of school...
haisss

haisss...

however, look the brite side
another week of sch means
another week closer to d holis
hahaha

tired
physically and mentally tired

.....

lots to do

2009-05-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

haissss

earth calling me
earth calling me

lots of reports to do....
no cutting of slacks

earth calling me
earth calling me

remember to do tutorials

earth calling me
earth calling me

arggggg irritated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.........

亲爱的

2009-05-01T12:16:00.003+08:00

hohoho went bugis wiff 亲爱的yday
kekeke took pics wiff doremon *yay!!!
and i finally found The Book of Love by
Kathleen McGowan
yay!!!!

after lec at one yday
trained down to bugis to mit 亲爱的
lo and behold she fell aslp =.="
hahah nvm waited for her den went
makan at swensen's
crap around bugis lookg for fones
and also for iluma

iluma is pretty big a plc but
since it's still new there ain't
many shops there but i really
wanna try out the cinema there teehee
looks cool =P

wanted to play wii wiff her b4 she goes off
but cldn't T.T

ahhh lookg forward to our nxt gathering wiff everyone
=))

love 'em to BITS!!!!!

shinjuku incident

2009-04-26T00:56:00.003+08:00

just got back bout 30mins ago...

went out fer the whole day!!! (tired *yawns*)

dajie wanted to destressed
(she has all the rite in the world to destress..)
went K wiff her hahaha sang lots of songs
we even sang One Night in Beijing
hahaha and i even tried to sing the gurl part using the
chinese opera style ahahahahahah it was hilarious!!!
made her luffed
(finally i herd her luffter in such a long while ;} )

haiss but pleasant moments passed by the fastest!!
some -o- o- - ----- ppl pissed me off and those around me got hell
arggggg -o---- ------ -o- o- - -----!!!!!!!

aft K happy we went down to plaza sing to renew my Times card
and pop in to daiso to get my sushi mould...
on the way we had light dinner at PS too

after dinner i had this sudden urge of catching a movie!!!
bort the tix for shinjuku incident at 2130 hrs.
show was AWSOME but tink it ain't a show for the faint hearted....
bit of a gore there but all in all it's sugoii!!! hahaha

*yawn* sleepy sleepy
its warm T.T even tho i'm in a 17 deg room it's still warm
T.T

whads wrong wiff the weather???!!!!

back to school

2009-04-21T14:27:00.002+08:00

day two of school

woke up to such a nice weather!!!
didn't wan to leave my bed
but wad to do??
had to go for my lecture at 8 =p
it was worth it tho hahaha
interesting lecture (sort of...)

ahhh so not used to sch
aft rotting away for like 2mths
mayb more
or so,
returning back to sch seems so very much out of plc
!!!

from the looks of it
this week's schedule seems to be pretty much
relaxed
no rush in anth (i'll procrastinate all the more...duh)

totally zonked in and out during all 3 lecs tdy
fleeting attn span
mayb cos the weather is so fine
and i'm feeling sleepy and cottony dat's y.. =x
arggggg

i wish the holis come come now...hahahaha

monday blues

2009-04-19T12:05:00.002+08:00

after about 2 months (??) of holidays
tmr i'll be back to sch....
urgggg...nth is wrong with it but the timetable
sucks!
morning time table...urggg there goes my sleep

T.T

haisss i tot yr one sem 2
wld b d end of morning timetable
but hohoho lo and behold....

まあまあ....
元気!　元気!

10 more days...

2009-04-10T10:18:00.000+08:00

10 more days

haisss.....

mal-nutritioned

2009-03-30T12:41:00.003+08:00

went to the doc's yday
cos my lips got sum kind of
peeling and it's super painful
the doc says i'm malnutritioned
wth (1st time hearing)

oh wells...
arghhh had to eat
all these vitamins...
and now i'm having difficulty
drinkg tokg and eatg argggg

drats!

to make matters worse my
darling died...
cherish died....
he was sooo feeble lookg and he didn't make it thru the nite
i'm abit emptier now...

dream

2009-03-24T11:49:00.002+08:00

had this farnie dream
and i remembered luffing in
it untill i woke up
-- all grogy and boneless
hahahahaha

tho it's a farnie one
but i
feel protected and happy now
yeah, since it's a farnie dream
i'm s'posed to be happy
but this kinda happiness is a different one
i dunno how to put my finger to it...
it's a long lost happiness
sorta fill up that empty part of me
that was once filled with fun joy and luffter
tho it only fills one small little bit,
i'm contented =))

不再见面不代表我
不再对你想念
你是曾经的永远
会永远在我身边

我的帅管家

2009-03-20T13:08:00.002+08:00

those hu have yet to watch this
jap drama, go watch it now
hahahahaha
i hope tat there'll be a continuation to it
^.^

sch's gonna start soon
dreadful...
hahahaha it wld be different
if it's 圣路西亚学院

disney on ice

2009-03-16T10:06:00.002+08:00

hahaha went disney on ice with laopo and my sis yday
kakakaka
nice experience

brought back my long forgotten
childhood memories
hahahhaa

tho i din get to see mushu
but i saw the 7 drawves
hehehehe
felt like a child all over again

hahahahahaha
insane but it feels good to
just be a kid for just a short while
=)

tho we know that there can't
always be happy endings in R.E.A.L
life
but it's wonderful just to be dazzled by
the fictional happy ending =)

pics to be uploaded soon on FB

day with vienna

2009-03-12T15:27:00.002+08:00

day out with vienna yesterday
celebrated her belated 18th bday with laopo
dragged her to take fotos and stuff
hahahaha
pics will b uploaded soon on FB

we hit the arcade and wanted to catch
watchman...
it's rated M18
laopo can't watch it so we droped the idea
talked lots of wad nots and really had a great time
teehee

we walked frm
PS to cine to taka
it was eons ago since i last walked
tis much
legs are bit sore hahahahaha
ate some junks at taka and went kino to get some mags
vie and laopo had an enjoyable time at art friend
whoot!!!

vie is sooo cute!!!
hahahahaha
hadn't change much since p6
=P
kakaka
she and laopo were s'posed to be in the same sch
but she transferred out
haisss...haha

last of all we took a train down to marina bay
than up to toa payoh hahahahha
during the journey we talked of lots of tings
topic seem to jump every 2 mins
unbelievable
hahahahaha
can't blame it was
1234567891012111141516175648 years ago
since we las met hahahaha
and ironically vie's msn was
in laopo's and my contact list and all the time
we both thot tat contact was someone else!!!! hahahaha

saw a new rabbit at PLC yday
it sort of had the eyes of a cat
curious...
but i like the fur coat
a splash of white on it's brownish black fur
:)

busy weekend

2009-03-09T14:16:00.002+08:00

sooo sleepy
had a busy weekend...
time seems to be passing rapidly

now i'm dreading....
back to my old cold self again
lots on things on my mind
and it's weighing me out...

i seem to have time for everyone
but no one has the time for me
pity...

i cant seem to ease my thoughts
nor the throb i have now in my head
it's terrible...

"记忆里说我们相同的体温
一想到就不会冷"
i can't remember any more....

16 hours of sleep

2009-03-05T19:57:00.002+08:00

slept for 16 hours....
nice...

however woke up with a slight headache
&
E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G around me seems
to be revolving verrrrryyyy slowly
even the loading/running speed of this darn
desktop....

sis cooked dinner
and it's GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!
o man it's more den great!!!!
it's wonderful!!!
hahahahahaha

haisss i wanna sleep some more...
*yawn*

hungry hippo

2009-03-03T09:51:00.001+08:00

ooooo maaaaannnnn
starved....
just ordered macs and will arrive bout an hr
later.... T.T
starved starved
and sleepy...

time is running out

2009-02-28T15:49:00.003+08:00

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

How did it come to this?
OoooohhYou will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh

好心被雷劈

2009-02-27T09:14:00.002+08:00

lesson for the day is 好心被雷劈!!!
slept with a temper las nite
but i managed it and din let it flare
after talking is out it was much better
thus, in future i'm not gna give a care for anything
and neither a damn about it!

revived

2009-02-26T08:42:00.003+08:00

yoshiiii!!!!
it's revived...this dead blog is revived

anyway been like out of meself for like this long a time
and now i'm pretty much back to normal
for how long?? i'm not sure

been listening to rock music lately
sort of calm my nerves and
feels slow-ed down when i listen to those
ironic but..yeah

school's pretty much dull
just like any other days
just ended my finals
've got no comments bout it
wad's done cannot be undone

anyways, it's the holidays now
yahoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's gonna be a fresh new yr
once this is over
i'll try and bury the past and move on,
leave the misery out of my life,
dump all those junk and
do whateva i want.
well, it's my life my trademark
rite?

woooooooo
recently i just got my
shiny straight hair back!!!
yippies!!!
tho the perm curls looked nice on my head
but the knots are terrible
still i like my long unknoted hair best
=))))

lately

2008-12-10T16:06:00.003+08:00

lately too many things have happened!
far too many to count using 10 fingers
majority of it are unpleasent ones...
all in all i'm sooo fustrated and annoyed and irritated
i just can't help but wonder time and time again
why are adults so afraid of loosing?
they just like to use this sentence
"JUST answer me yes or no! Nothing else"
and wouldn't want you to explain what excatly happened!
some, like my lecturer
likes to act his all knowing
and like he is a siant, he know just
precisely what is going on and so full of himself!
wtf!
i didn't want to and cldn't explain what happened
for i noe that there's no such thing as
"reasoning" with someone like him
and also he didn't allow any explanation
he just kept going on and refuse to listen!
wadeva...curse him!

arghhhhhhh!!!! i'm so sick of that awful place!
it's a chore going to that place everyday!
not only that its miserable there!
i just want to get out and out and OUT
of that miserable plie of stinking pithole

i believe time moves quickly
just tdy i'm still in that stinking hole
mayb tmr i'll be out of it...

too much has taken placed
i hate that place of a shit!

common tests

2008-12-04T19:57:00.002+08:00

keke
common tests are just nxt week
and aft that it's my two weeks holiday
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ahhhhhhh se 905 my nxt dream fone
T.T

*yawn
sian bored sia....
anyway pi li MIT is nice!!!
kekeke

recovering

2008-11-24T22:50:00.002+08:00

haisss tdy woke up thinking it was sunday
hahaha and was late for lecture
attnd it for the las 10 mins
hahahaha

T.T
sadded over the weekends BBT
came s'pore but was sick and wasn't able to
go see 'em
T.T
not sure recently am still recovering frm
my astma
and also felt giddy and weak
like as if lack of sugar
lately when i'm wokg
i feel like i can fall anytime abit off balance...
mayb i'm still on the weak side
but tis is funny it has nvr happened b4...
mayb i'm really lack of sugar cos aft a bar of snickers
i'm betta alrdy

whoot!!!
ahhhh is sooo warm during the day tdy
T.T
my top was soaked in my presperation
argggg hate it
the moment i'm home if got it off me and showered
sooo much beta aft that
hahahaha
hmm wed bringing my cherish baby to the vet...
jy jy

common tests r cuming and i'm still slackg and dangling
haisss
how many lecs i've missed cos of me not feeling well??
hmmm i've lost count
wonder how i'm gna pull thru CT
hmmmm...
just kip tellg myself I WILL PULL IT OFF
and I WILL
hahahaha...

sale

2008-11-16T09:50:00.022+08:00

new set of DS lite skins

selling both at $12

one is selling at $10

interested please email me =))

icykristal@hotmail.com

thanks =D

haiss

2008-11-14T20:23:00.002+08:00

haiss

sighed all day

haiss

and i'm still sighing

haiss

i just can't help it but to sigh

haiss...see! again

i'm so sian tdy

so full of dread haiss

tdy is a boring boring day

sch came and go...not much of a fun tho

nearly fell a sleep during organic chem

hmmm panda rings are gettg darker

crap!

haiss

anyway it's the weekends!!

whoot! gg for badminton wiff laopo on sun kakakakaka

should be feeling beta aft sweating it all out =))

hopefully

hmmm hehehe

common tests are less den a mth away

and i'm surprised not that i'm still slacking

haisss.....

hmmm feel like having a go of mario before i slp

*beary yawn*

MIA

2008-11-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

haiss
had a miserable miserable day tdy
T.T
fone died on me T.T
how can i live w/o my fone???
it's gna eat me frm inside out
arrrrrggggghhhhh

haisss
anyway, laopo has been saying tat i went
MIA hahahaha
not only her many others tooo
hahaha nah
i'm always here kekeke just
that i'm busy wiff sch and
some other whad not nonsense...

haisss
sch's been boring not much of the buzzz
common tests are round the corner
got one mth to mugg for it
hahaha no doubt it's las min mugging again...
when can i eva kick out of tis bad habit of mine??
aiyo.....

hmmm sunday gg for a game of
badminton wif Laopo hoho
long time no play le
hehehe ex abit to get those lazy parts of me working
hahahaha

anyway, these past weeks
has been quite a busy and boring week
filled with lecs and pracs and more lecs and pracs
haisss
most of the time i stoned
=P hehehe but i still had some lec talks gotten into my head

wheee holidays are coming!!!!
am sooooo looking forward to it =))

2008-11-04T22:20:00.003+08:00

hohoho
went out wiff rach and steff over the weekends
and it was so much fuN!!!
hehehehe
it was pretty long ago since i had some fun
hehehe

had jap for lunch @ plaza sing
hahaha poor rach and me we were starved
for the entire morning by the time we had
smtg it was arld
round 1pm hohoho
hahahhaha
anyways rach ordered tomato backed rice
(she was super hungry)
ahahahaha and cldn't finish it in d end
she had some trouble wiff it....kekkekekeke
den we walked down to cine and hit the arcade
spent bout an hr and a half there
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
after that our legs ache soo much but
we continued to walkg
wanted to take some prints but wasn't able too
T.T sadded T.T
den we walked down to takashimaya
for a drink and some snacks at the coffe club
hehehehe
will upload the pics of our mudpie masterpiece
soon
hehehehe
funfunfunfun
used our cams and phones and took lots
of pics
hehehehehe rach is high on her
photo addiction KAKAKAKA
we hang around coffee club for bout an hr or so
den went kinokuniya and crap arnd
hahaha
took pics there too
by the time we left
it was 6pm plus
whooooootttttt
shoik!!!!!!!!!

alone

2008-10-23T16:59:00.002+08:00

i'm cut out frm everyting arnd me
sumtimes i'm so tired of all these emptiness
sumtimes i'm glad to haf all these emptiness
it helps me to sort out my thoughts

haiss i'm not myself at all

for the past months whad am i doing??
i'm sick and tired of all of it
i'm gna live MY life the way I want it
know me as i am

accept me for whad i am and who i am
seriously, i dun give a damn anymore

honestly i've been a fool!

it's MY life! MY copyright!

why shld i change it??

if you can't accept it, face it!

anyway, sem 2 has started and it's
lab reports all o'er for me again...haiss
las sem, tis sem, or shld i say this whole ENTIRE year
just isn't my year

not many promising tings took plc
instead it just made me even more miserable

- if possible

i tink frm the begining it's all so wrong

i thot a new plc, a new environment wld change
EVERYTHING

but it didn't

it made it worse

am i really a puzzle that doesn't fit??

b'cos of these, i've made the changes
and i've been a FOOL to do so...

i want some rest....

stress

2008-10-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

haiss
stressed out is the word...
haiss

i really wanna luff out LOUD
but there's nthg to make me smile and or luff
T.T
haiss 2nd week back at sch
and i'm stress
usually the word stress can't be found on me
or even hear it cuming out frm me...
everyting arnd me has gone bizzare '~'
went MIA fer quite some time
everyting went topsy turvey
and even i went upside down be it physically or mentally

why isit that everyone arnd me is so happy
and they seem to see things in lively bright colours
where else fer me everyting seems to b dull

i feel so like a piece of misfit puzzle...

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

my shoulders are so heavy...

秘密基地

2008-10-08T22:27:00.002+08:00

问自己有没有难过的回忆

偏偏你在一旁吐槽当作回忆

说一句宇宙无敌的冷笑点

只有你回应嘲笑我的底龄

眼前很多难题别担心我会更有勇气

绝招很稀奇我们一起出击

有一座秘密的基地在那里不需要言语

那些不好对别人说的事情我为你搞定

有一座秘密的基地在那里有欢笑陪你

就算外星人攻击也不会离去

眼前很多难题别担心我会更有勇气

绝招很稀奇我们一起出击

有一座秘密的基地在那里不需要言语

那些不好对别人说的事情我为你搞定

有一座秘密的基地在那里有欢笑陪你

就算外星人攻击也不会离去 我挺你挺到底

故事在难过我们学着去享受

用全力防守面对批评的音波

更相信更肯定彼此的勇气

都把所有的困难闯过

有一座秘密的基地在那里不需要言

语那些不好对别人说的事情我为你搞定

有一座秘密的基地在那里有欢笑陪你

就算外星人攻击也不会离去 我挺你挺到底

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

多久了没有你的消息　上封简讯是星期几

又错过了与你的约定　对不起真的不是故意

有时候没办法陪着你　你总是对我说没关系

放不下我对你的信任　对不起不该让你担心

有时候　你会让让我　尽管我大男人发作

有时候　你会装做不懂　默默地　留一些空间给我

这些事情　其实　我一直都藏在心理

请你原谅我不懂逗你开心　请你原谅我不懂你的心

回想着过去我学着让你更安心

别赌气别任性别放弃　说声对不起

请你相信我我会更加珍惜　请你相信我我会呵呼着你

小小的爱情　却是我最大的幸运

疼爱的　想念的都是你

请你相信一个这样的我

请原谅我

对不起

对不起

two of my favorites from HEI TANG OST =p
just got it tdy...
heheheheheheh
nice nice
it's really 百听不腻！！！

hahahaha

cherish baby

2008-10-06T12:30:00.003+08:00

wheee
gg PLC aft wrk tdy to chk some tings out for
my cherish baby =P
hehehe
hmmmm tonite
update more pics of him
if i'm not worn out

anyway bit moody and down
dun feel like toking jus wanna be alone
haisss.....
this is soooooo tiring
how i wish i can rest my fill with no nthgs to bugg me

just saw my 2nd sem's time table
haisssss
it's the las ting i eva wanted to see
haixx the latest i'll haf to go home wld be at 730
haissssss i like first sem's timetable beta
more flexi...

it's lunch now...
dun feel like eating....
no mood and appitite to eat
just wanna rest....

i'm sooooo tired........

where are you when i needed you most??

2008-10-02T12:53:00.002+08:00

hoho
half day tmr =P
haisss soo full now just came back frm lunch now slacking abit
hehehe
still got time ma
leg hurt abit but okok la

haissss
feeling abit emo and restless tdy
it's not bcos i've got not enuff slp but
i jus dunno why
lull is the word now
haisssss time passes by so slowly tdy
how i wish i'm walkg alone now down
some quiet and peaceful walkway
deep in thoughts and just enjoying the quietness
i tink i need some time alone with my thoughts and feelings
it wld be nice if i cld brood a little

just tis morn in the wee hrs i was still ok
but now haisss

i need some time.......

irritated

2008-10-02T00:12:00.002+08:00

am sooo fussed over minor stuffs these days
dunno y.....
another blasted day lata

made my new specs ydy
gna collect it b4 sch starts else my eyes are really gna POP
kakakaka
my deg shot up WHOOT!
got a shock when i knew abt it
must b due to the playg og DS in d nites hehehehe
haisss nid the specs liao

another long friggin day later
since i can't slp, teehee
i can plan out how to spend the long hrs
by makg full darn use of it
hohoho

haissss when i was shoppg just now,
i came by some tops that i liked but
i resisted the urge of buying it and now
i'm feeling the shaft of stabs T.T
i'm badly wounded T.T
haixx

wheeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! my 2nd sis's birth day is coming rite up!!!
HAPPIE B"DAE BEARIE!!!!!!!!!
kakakakaka MUCKS!!!!!

oh ya ya ya ya ya ya ya
there are soooo many banded chocos now T.T
am so miserable w/o my chocos :{
i wan my chocs T.T

random:
sch's gna reopen liao....
mus i get any bks????
hohohohohoho

sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lata still haf to slog
arghhhhhh irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hais wan to go on diet liao...
tdy my DA JI too much le....

miserable

2008-09-30T13:04:00.002+08:00

T.T
bored back frm luch to this miserable pithole
T.T
sad/bored/miserable but at the same time acceptable
whad to do? haissss
gosh i'd beta get my specs done soon else my eyes' gna pop
kakakakaka
i'm not making any sense here save me some one!!!!!!
ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!
haissssss

time passes by too slowly tdy
and how slow is it??
it's thiiiiiiissssss ssssllllloooowwwwwwwwwww
it's ONLY 1306 hrs now!!!!!!
man! i wanna slp
i'm do tired looking at these chinese words and
have to decipher what they are
arghhhh RAWR!!!!
kkakakaka howevea it's at the same time
pretty fun hohohohoho
haisssss sch's gna reopen soon
haiyooooooo
this is tooooooo slow to be true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T

kakakaka but just tinkg bout the OST is coming out soon
heeeeheheheh i've got smtg to look 4ward too it ain't that bad....
hausssss
i've tooked my own sweet time typing this entry
and it's only 1310hrs
four mins just passed!!!!
seeeeeee
get wad i mean by slowww??

it's raining and it's soooo cosy to sleep
i can just slp for hrs and hrs like dis
hehehehehehehe
take it as re-charging my brain...

2008-09-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

月亮绕地球地球绕着太阳走
我以为世界是座宁静的宇宙
今晚的天空有一颗流星划过
在预言着什麽

went back to work tdy
aft being sick fer a week, i'm still sick
or shld i say i'm nvr recovered...

anyway, sis woke up late tdy fer wrk
(haisss...monday bluezz)
we cabbed down to our wrk plc
and passed by my sec sch....
tho my head hurts like the very devil,
memories of the past still flash past vividly
brought back lots of bitter sweet memories
be it sch stuff or non-sch stuff.....

我想我应该轻轻放开"你"的手
我却没有力气这麽做

what should i do??
...

only you can put the smile back where it belongs
only you can fill my needs
only you can heal my wounds
only you i truly missed
you and only you can bring that twinkle back in my eyes
i've lost myself when i've lost you
i've lost it all...
i looked into the mirror and i don't see myself
i can't see myself....
i'm lost in the shattered pieces of myself...
there's so much in me that my laughter can't be my own
i've not laughed nor have i cried my heart out
ever since i lost you...

flyer - TOP OF THE WORLD!

2008-09-26T15:33:00.012+08:00

WORKING

2008-09-17T14:36:00.002+08:00

blogging at my work place...
nice experience.....
have to admit
but working is boring stuff
but i'm sure it would be different if i'm doing
things i like
haissss
workig hrs is LONG
darn long
actually
it isn't that bad
its the boring-ness that makes it
tiring
but anyway
lunch is alrd over bout like 48 mins
tis means that half the working day is gone!!!
whooooohooooooooo
i've still got bout 2.5 hrs to endure or there so.......
arghhhhhhhhh
tis is such a chore
i mean i wldn't mind if it's not that
chore-ful
with buzz and all
but this is strenueous
arggghhhhhhhh
irritating
nvm for the sake of
experience and allowence
i'll haf to bare wiff it

T.T
there goes my long awaited holidays
T.T
*brawls*

worn

2008-09-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

am so excptionally tired tdy....
both mentally and physically

i love what i'm doing and i wish to do things i like
but am afraid i can't....

i'm just sooo friggin tired....3rd oct come quickily......